Whatever Let's Talk

Such an honour to grow with so many experiences and to get to know people along the way.

Cheers to 27, cheers to the new chapter. 

Making friends as an adult is often more difficult than people expect. Unlike childhood or school years, where social interaction happens naturally through shared environments, adulthood requires intentional effort to build and maintain relationships.

One of the main challenges is time. Adults are often busy with work, family responsibilities, and personal commitments, leaving limited opportunities to meet new people or nurture friendships. Additionally, social circles tend to become more fixed over time, making it harder to break into established groups.

Another factor is the increased caution that comes with age. Adults are generally more selective about who they invest their time and energy in, often due to past experiences or trust concerns. This can create barriers to forming new connections, even when there is a desire for friendship.

Moreover, the absence of structured environments, such as schools or universities, means there are fewer natural opportunities to meet people with similar interests. As a result, adults must actively seek out social settings, such as community events, workplaces, or hobby groups, to create connections.

Despite these challenges, meaningful friendships are still possible. They often require openness, consistency, and a willingness to step outside of one’s comfort zone. While making friends as an adult may be more complex, the relationships formed can be deeper and more intentional.

It was a good hour talking about the thing that we get to experience growing up.

To find out the trauma that we have experience and sort it out.

To be loved is to be healed. It might takes a long time, but you have to feel it to heal it. Never regret of what happened in the past cause without that you wouldn't have become the person that you are today.

Stay authentic and believe in yourself no matter what. You're your own person and you know what's best for you. It's a matter fact of knowing that no one knows best than you. Stay kind and creative. 

Is it weird to talk to yourself while you're driving ? Nah, It is actually therapeutic for me. I get to confront my emotions, find the solution and get to know myself more on the certain level. 

Knowing that you should have boundaries in any fields of life is important, learn how to value yourself  a bit more, so that people can't break you down cause you know you own value. Dear Diaries...

I don't know, but tell me why whenever I get sick, all of those thoughts are popping up in my mind and I really need to talk about it and not gonna lie, I'm kinda laying in bed laughing over things that I talked about.

Like what do you mean, you feel that way at that certain timelines lol. 

Having 12 episodes was in my plan since the beginning of the year as every eps represents each month of the year about what will it be like to go through the unknown experiences by the end of 2025. 

To add 1 more as the Finale is not in my bucket list at all, but I just really thought that I need a final one to really walk through every single little details. 1 hr and 12 mins is a hella longest episode I have ever done and it means the world to me. 

The best achievement of the year is to keep in touch with me and reflect on things that I'm unsure or unclear about and we're reaching out to the end, the end of the beginning as there are more to be discovered & the ending is still in the making.

The only thing that I could say about this year is that I learned to accept things as it is, become wiser, smarter in navigating my simple life & really make it out alive. 

My heart is so full of gratitude towards each & everyone of you who I have met through out the year along with any experiences under any circumstances we are, whether through real life or even what we call it these days as 'social medias'.

It has been such an honour to be a part of people's lives, listening to their stories, be there for them and reach to the finalisation that I have to choose me and be there for me all over again as I kept forgetting who's writing the journey of my life, It's me.

I think It's really important to be in touch with myself, my inner child, my whole trauma and whatever happened to me back then, heal it, accept it and move on with those scars and pains that I have or even move forward with it and believe that I will be loved, healed and come back out to start all over again and I really did what I could to protect me to the core, so that nth can stop me from doing the thing that I love anymore, Self love is the highest form of love. 

To grow is to evolve, observe, learn, practice, adjust and keep on going with what I have gathered within the time investments that I put through on anything, human interactions, hobbies, toys, movies, music, traumas, unhealing wounds, joys or even just the emptiness within my soul. Allow myself to feel and soak it in, but remember to climb back up and try it all over again from scratch cause since the beginning of the journey, I started with nth and will go back out to the nature without anything & that's a circle of life, so why not appreciating and accepting things as it is. Past

Leave the past where it was and leave the future where it will be, but most importantly is to focus on the real time, which is call the present. I am here in end of 2025 not sure if I choose the right people, make the right decisions, eat the right food or even belong to the right environments, but I need to start believe that everything happened for a reason and somehow, I do still believe in the good even when I got treated so badly.

It put me at ease to know that I'm not belong to anyone else, but me. My journey is my journey alone and I have to really choose what's best for me no matter what.

 As sad as it sounds I still don't know what it's gonna be like in 2026, but I'm also excited for many unknown paths that I will take or even when I'm 100% sure that it might be the right one, but who knows maybe it it turns out wrong, I just have to accept it and keep on going cause when I never give up on myself , no-one can give up on me.

I have the best parents to come back to when things are rough and even my most supportive siblings when they don't even know what I'm going through, but they always have been there for me.

2025 You have been great and bittersweet to me, but you will always remembered.

As I open a new chapter in 2026, I will look out for more opportunities to grow, and keep on doing thing that I love cause when I stop underestimating myself, I can see a whole new world ahead of me.

Times flies really fast as I can't believed that we're in the end of November 2025. 

We're all growing up having dreams and beliefs that we can achieve anything we set for. However, as I'm getting older, I believed that not everything go my way, but I just have to learn to accept it and appreciate all those experiences that I've been through, people I met, food I ate, sports I played, clothes I wore and just everything that aligned and shaped me to be who I am today.

I used to be really sad and blamed myself a lot that I didn't get to succeed sth that I set for, but I tend to let lose and take a step back to really focus on the present, what I have learned, grow from it and keep learning about my emotions.

It takes a lot of courage to say No, but I've learned to walk away from places I don't get respect, trust and believe in what I'm doing. Your circle is really important and once you know exactly who you are, you'll get to tell yourself that you don't want to be in places that makes you feel uncomfortable.

I hope everyone who has gone through so many painful experiences at any stages in life epspecially what you have never wish for and wanted it to happen get to heal, forget and forgive for whatever reason it is. 

Cheers to the new chapter.