What happens to your faith when God doesn’t answer the way you prayed?

It’s a question many people carry… but few feel safe enough to say out loud.

In this episode of Breaking the Silence, Raynea and Kelli have an honest conversation about what it looks like to wrestle with faith after loss. When prayers for healing, miracles, or more time don’t unfold the way we hoped, it can leave our hearts trying to reconcile deep pain with the goodness of God.

Raynea shares her personal story of praying desperately for healing for both her son and her husband, and the complicated reality of believing God is still good even when the outcome isn’t what we asked for.

Together, they explore:

• Wrestling with God after loss
• Why questioning doesn’t mean your faith is gone
• How grief and attachment styles can shape the way we relate to God
• The tension between trusting God’s sovereignty and aching over His timing
• Finding faith again when prayers feel unanswered

If you’ve ever felt guilt for questioning God, wondered why your miracle didn’t come, or struggled to pray after losing someone you love, this conversation is for you.

You are not broken.
You are grieving.
And sometimes faith after loss simply looks like choosing to stay.

🎙️ Breaking the Silence is a space for women navigating grief, faith, healing, and relationships after loss. New episodes of Breaking the Silence release on Wednesdays, with intentional pauses built into the month for rest and reflection, because healing isn’t meant to be rushed.