I didn’t record last week… and honestly, that kind of says it all.

In this episode, I’m sharing a very real update—yes, I’m dating J-Man again. But it’s not a fairytale reunion. It’s complicated, it’s uncertain, and I’m asking myself some hard questions.

He’s showing up differently. We’re communicating better. In a lot of ways, this is what I said I wanted—something safe, stable, and supportive. So why do I still feel unsure?

I talk about the confusion of not knowing what love is supposed to feel like, the fear of wasting time, and the tension between building something with someone… or choosing myself.

Plus, I go down a rabbit hole on how dating has changed (especially for our kids), and wow—it’s a lot.

This one is messy, honest, and very much a “figuring it out in real time” episode.