In this episode of Sober as a Motherfucker, host Hannah sits down with her best friend Ash for a raw, unfiltered conversation about sobriety, motherhood, and surviving the kind of grief that changes you forever. Ash opens up about the messy realities of co-parenting through heartbreak and what it actually takes to keep showing up when life keeps swinging. This isn’t a tidy grief story or a polished recovery narrative — it’s about white-knuckling some days, leaning hard on community, and choosing clarity over chaos even when everything hurts. Equal parts heartbreaking and hopeful, Ash’s story is proof that you don’t have to check out to survive. Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is feel it all and stay sober no matter what.