When trying to rebuild your foundation of faith and that inner critic may begin to make you question your intentions or how genuine you're being. Quiet that voice by killing it with kindness. Love conquers ALL...So with that being said you can reframe(shift/change) any thought to serve you. You mind is battling your SOUL these constructs that no longer and have never uplifted your spirit want to keep you down in a state of self-doubt and misery. This false sense of self(EGO) aka "Massa Mentality" doesn't like being in the backseat, but don't you like the ability to control an aspect of your reality, the self-efficiency, autonomy and personal power you achieve taking your rightful spot as the driver of YOUR car on this road trip called life?...take the challenge stay ready so you ain't gotta get ready.