Sometimes it takes the rubber meeting the road to expose what you really believe about God. All of a sudden, all those years sitting comfortably in a church pew, singing songs, taking notes and preaching about a God who loves felt … easy. What does it really mean to have ‘victory in Jesus’ when you’re sitting in a hospital room as your 11 year old child fights cancer.

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