We may feel trapped on the outside but God revealed to me that there is a fire burning inside many of us.  He is calling his fire starters to start burning for him at a new level.  God is commissioning those regardless of how they are dressed, how they feel, or how bound they are.  You are being called to be a fire starter.  My books - Emerge, Turned Around, Hidden Treasures Within, and Step into New Beginnings - are resources to help you beginning burning and fan the flame to advance the kingdom of God.  Go to loisflewelling.com or Amazon for your copy.