Where I'm At Now

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  • The Problem with Zionism

    Habibi!Its the finaleof phase 3The Problem with ZionismI imagine this will be upsetting for someand I ask that you open your mindto the possibilitythat it is wewho have been led to misswhat is happeningin the name of our “security”LINKS:“Are we the baddies?”https://youtu.be/ooMCvGlbbc4?si=6beJegnkoV4hWwOLJohnny Harris on Netanyahuhttps://youtu.be/2PeYDphtHYo?si=wDR-IbzyOjkp1CcaThis Land is Mine (cartoon)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tIdCsMufIYITs not a complex issuehttps://youtu.be/RxC5HhKQ5ks?si=6L13ioUTkRh46E7vformer Israeli on educational brainwashhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SRbAKrLfXZwSilencing people critical of israelhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BaPKYYB_ToIsraelismhttps://youtu.be/qQHUro6u6Kc?si=2XzKOvtb5h8gcJzlMatt bernstein and queers for palestine (on pink washing)https://youtu.be/Xsgdk-DDSXc?si=2B-XatYkEGG1nuCYhttps://youtu.be/0S_z0i6SR2E?si=0kBgDF_7V1vkirFBCollege Campuseshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuTV6wLvjyM&t=2510sHabibi House with Matt Leibhttps://youtu.be/2UtkNwgDCbE?si=bUZJW23YKLa3uf6BSammy Obeid (Palestenian comedian)https://youtu.be/KjYik1WBwCI?si=PLL8BzixNYRBzbfRGazan lifehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F0RAGSHsBUs&t=12sColonazation of Foodhttps://youtu.be/HuvKTzhlVpo?si=vQ8qJUIFGA0w6fx1Trees as ethnic cleansinghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ENnjXNCQAg“They rejected every peace offer”https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhasaJbQCfAHolocaust survivor on Gazahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxLtxX7kPcUGabor Matéhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CTpVNKw7UMThe Settlershttps://youtu.be/lrdldVhfbaU?si=RbXywTGF9MehEOaN“Clean them out”https://youtu.be/43oZ0yUDG8E?si=d6yrTBb68VOM4jkCThe NAKBAhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGVgjS98OsUHow the US stole hawaiihttps://youtu.be/XK2MBnw6RlY?si=qkvdaT3bIkU18XjqHow the US stole Iraqhttps://youtu.be/C8YlGkoYXXM?si=BlMcLR0VRwo3zDMvJohhny Harris on the invention of Nationalismhttps://youtu.be/AXz0kbMKPu0?si=iTUfdun5CGr-qOnBIsrael Aid from UShttps://apnews.com/article/israel-hamas-war-us-military-spending-8e6e5033f7a1334bf6e35f86e7040e14Egypt not letting Palestenians inhttps://youtube.com/shorts/Zx1ra54FXgw?si=_5hFon16dsXD7rSnThe speech (palestine)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Vqd4N61N4o&t=10sInequality maphttps://www.opportunityatlas.org/Monopoly studyhttps://www.worldfinance.com/comment/the-psychology-of-wealthSongs of the Week:Imagine- John LennonMashe Ba Ba- Hadag NahashZocher Ani- Ishay RiboAyecha- Shuli RandWith God on Our Side- Bob Dylan

    47 min
  • The Problem with Judaism

    The Problem with Judaism


    I spent the first 29 years of my life in it

    in many different forms

    including 3 years being devoutly orthodox

    and then I left it all last May 2024…


    I think the religion as a whole is deeply problematic

    and in this video i will explain why

    Thank you for watching

    Helpful links below!


    Songs of the Week:


    One Day- Matisyahu

    Candelight- Maccabeats

    The Athiest Convention- Abie Rotenberg


    Xtreme Loifer- Dr. Dreizich



    History of the bible from an academic point of view:


    https://youtu.be/KqSkXmFun14?si=LOOiXFE0YCaeuLCR


    History of Judiasm and different jewish denominations


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsBgluFGz7Y


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UQQNMOJyjJU


    The history of GOD (yaweh)

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Fz5x8TFdag&t=441s



    Who wrote the bible?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wi1vuwGnKxI


    The problems of Tribalism

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvzwcTpEY0w&t=1699s



    Johnny Harris: “Why I left the mormon church”


    https://youtu.be/aTMsfOcHiJg?si=O2SWpEfyrSkNh426


    Reasons to leave christianity

    https://youtu.be/ePDD45dWOHk?si=v8596-s7o21SI78a


    Rabbi boycotting Meggilah reading:


    https://forward.com/opinion/704209/purim-megillah-antisemitism-sexism/


    My Jewish Chart:

    https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1mR52VlGDy0BSlE-HTuSwBJgERhzFVyGs/edit?gid=1199530554#gid=1199530554

    59 min
  • The American Pie College Dream

    Songs of the episode:


    “The Anthem” - Good Charlotte

    Every time I look- Blink 182

    LAID- James

    IN TOO DEEP- Sum 41

    The Middle- Jimmy Eat World

    “Whats my age again?”- Blink 182


    Hey brother- Avicii

    Details in the Fabric- Jason Mraz

    Story of a Man- Tiago Iorc


    Pash Rash- Jeff Rosenstock

    Gets You Wondering- LA Salami

    Follow the Sun- Xavier Rudd


    ……

    The American Pie movies

    some nostalgia perhaps

    but for me?

    it was more than that

    it was a promise

    this is what i had coming to me

    or so i thought…


    Join me on my four year retrospective 

    of my complex undergraduate experience

    A story of 

    “chasing”

    “Failing”

    “learning”

    and so much more


    “Ya… we studied…”


    …….


    links:


    American Pie retrospective:

    https://youtu.be/sJcHbWLEboI?si=inR5zoWE9m4l2zMW


    This Aged Great! (podcast)

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=st5DQ-jnb1Q


    Transformers and the Male Gaze:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PRXI__Wixas&list=PLJGOq3JclTH8J73o2Z4VMaSYZDNG3xeZ7


    No Bad Parts by Dr. Richard Schwartz

    https://www.amazon.com/No-Bad-Parts-Restoring-Wholeness/dp/1683646681


    The Legend of MoFo (book one highschool):

    https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0F8HR4CH4



    1 hr 36 min
  • Wherever You Decide to Land, Don't Ever Change

    “Wherever You Decide to Land Don’t Ever Change….”


    ……

    a few words on last weeks episode….


    and some words about life and stuff


    and some spongebob songs


    because spongebob was well deeper than you thought….



    Songs of the episode- 


    my life-billy joel

    ITs my life- bon jovi


    Welcome to the black parade- My Chemical Romance


    Now that we’re Men- The Spongebob movie (2004)


    Goofy Goober Rock-The Spongebob movie (2004)


    ………


    Dr. Gay Hendrik’s books:


    10 Second Miricale

    https://www.amazon.com/Ten-Second-Miracle-Gay-Hendricks/dp/1456317776


    The Big Leap

    https://www.amazon.com/Big-Leap-Conquer-Hidden-Level/dp/0061735361


    …….

    26 min
  • Born this way or just crazy? Why Both Suck. And a Better Alternative

    Happy pride everybody


    Even if this is coming out July 1st, never too late to be proud


    There’s still time…


    There’s always time…..

    …..


    Today we will be diving into the question some of you may be asking…..


    “Is he born this way or just crazy?”


    Songs of the week:


    Born this Way- Lady Gaga

    The Yeah Yeah Yeah Song- The Flaming Lips

    Same Love- Macklemore & Ryan Lewis


    Links for “Born this Way”


    Born this way

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjX-KBPmgg4


    Matt Bernstein: Gay Re-closeting conversation

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5BKwRdEfh8


    Coming out with a time machine=

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KWA1-_men5w


    I Saw the TV Glow 

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kymDzCgPwj0&pp=0gcJCf0Ao7VqN5tD


    Gender and “born this way”

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN0Ccb64xjM


    Non-binary

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Fbb7WaAQFQ


    Transgender woman fired from Magen David and banned from Modern-Orthodox Synagauge:


    New York yeshiva asks transgender teacher to leave


    https://www.jta.org/2023/01/10/religion/an-orthodox-woman-says-she-is-no-longer-welcome-to-pray-at-a-new-york-synagogue-because-she-is-trans

    32 min
  • Dr. Morris Franco, Life Coach

    Happy start of summer


    Officially opening up the shop


    Dr. Morris Franco “Life Coach”


    Check out the website and video for more!



    Coaching site:

    https://sites.google.com/view/dr-morris-franco/home


    Addiction is Treatable! Nobody Has to Die:


    Free PDF Download:

    https://drive.google.com/file/d/1WnVxJsHXRsFaWO45n31U17brsxXdzrh3/view?usp=drive_link


    Kindle: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FF41ZC5S

    Book: (Thank you for your support): https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0FF4W29QW



    Donate:

    https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/morrisdfranco


    Instagram:

    https://www.instagram.com/morrisdfranco/


    Songs of the week:

    Head to Heart Journey- Cageless Birds

    Here Begin- Andrea Marie

    Sentimental Teardrops- Slow Leaves


    The Place Where He Inserted the Blade- Black Sun, New Road

    9 min
  • How I Broke Free From a “never-ending” cycle of emotional abuse

    The Finale of Phase 2


    How I Broke Free From a “never-ending” cycle of emotional abuse

    (and how I continue to everday)


    thanks for watching


    links:


    Jenette McCurdy

    https://youtu.be/cIYSPwAwQVI?si=FufxuaTpn2uWBbtO


    Cole Sprouce:

    https://pie.yt/?v=https://youtu.be/3XP9J3UyTUo?si=4D9s1Zja_bJPKgUJ&pieshare=1


    Off grid living:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7zYVMHzJRzc&t=15s


    Jimmy On Relationships:

    https://www.youtube.com/shorts/stfuFS2Ms_k


    Dr. Ramani

    https://youtu.be/_tkoUUy6qvo?si=x7yYS5FiF0OWwjPu


    38 min
  • The Good Son: How I Found out I was being emotionally abused

    Welcome to the final portion of Phase 2This episode will be split into two parts, one releasing today, and part 2 on FridayThis portion will discuss how I began to notice the subtle and not so subtle emotional abuse I was experiencing from my birth motherShe was not the only one, and did not act in a vacuum,Enmeshment is complex and complex to experiencefor all partiesI hope you find this helpfulI know it has already helped meIn that I’m finally speaking about itIf you found this helpful like subscribe, follow me on instagram or donate to support my work! Everything is appreciated and brings me one step closer to freedom :)Instagramhttps://www.instagram.com/morrisdfranco/Donatehttps://www.paypal.com/paypalme/morrisdfrancoBook links:I'm Glad my Mom Died:https://a.co/d/44fnebMBreaking from your Parents:https://a.co/d/21KrPeeNo Bad Parts:https://a.co/d/hDHL9KEVideo Links:Narcissistic Abuse Signshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lt56nGmGG-0Stockholm Syndrome in families:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MJx0_YAxF8Grey Rocking:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ZaX6sLyVsI&t=50sMy mother liked me better when I was sick:https://youtu.be/AVkHzzgXEwg?si=Lru9QQfhGoY7N96QDo I have a responsibility to heal my parents?https://youtu.be/aGwPyIqV4MI?si=re7tz_3mdTVFlE79Research links:High expressed emotion and mental health outcomes:https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC4618702/Songs of the Week:Mother- Pink FloydBreakaway- Kelly ClarksonMt. Joy- Mt. JoySomeday Soon- Wilder WoodsBeards- DodosInto the Glare- AdrielBack for you- Andrew Blooms

    1 hr 6 min
  • Addiction is Treatable! Nobody has to Die

    Addiction Is Treatable! 


    No One Has to Die!!!


    Hello my name is Dr. Morris Franco

    This week we will be discussing addiction 

    This talk can be for anyone

    clinicians, treatment consumers, friends, family and anyone who is curious

    I will offer a model for effective ways to help people using and abusing substances that would like to stop their use, moderate it or just create more safety, curiosity and awareness around their use.


    This will defer from AA and other abstinence only approaches, but can work in tandem with them

    this is based in self-medication theory and harm reduction principles

    and Dr. Andrew Tatarsky’s Integrated Harm Reduction Psychotherapy model


    Pardon the microphone troubles working on my AV skills


    PSA:

    I use the word “user” at times to describe people who use drugs in this podcast

    This can be a highly stigmatized term

    The words we use are very important particularly in such a stigmatized field

    I will try my best in the future to be more conscious of this

    Phrases that could be better include “people or person who uses drugs” 

    or words like person, human, treatment consumers, or clients


    Help lines:


    Free and confidential “trip sitters” so people don’t have to use alone:

    1-800-484-3731

    https://www.neverusealone.com/


    SAMHSA national hotline:

    1-800-662-4357


    NALOXONE FOR SALE ON AMAZON!

    https://a.co/d/fdZrcJy


    Video Links:


    Harm reduction with John Oliver

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMpCGD7b_H4


    Dr. Andrew Tatarsky on Harm Reduction

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsW7lBXwM9g


    Harm reduction as an act of compassion:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUgxnYEA8F0


    Forget what you learned in DARE

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fng5fK0wRl4


    One of the many TED talks available:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfzkBGgxXGE


    Another great Harm reduction TED talk

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qU_MWjIUFmE


    Urge surfing:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASG1c1EqXyc


    Identified patient:

    https://youtu.be/bw-TqxkKDI4?si=ld_hlZTp61ytMI-1


    Research links:


    Moderation as a goal:

    https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7841874/


    Overdose death stats from CDC:

    https://www.cdc.gov/nchs/pressroom/nchs_press_releases/2025/20250514.htm


    Supervised Injection Facilities as Harm Reduction: A Systematic Review

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34218964/#:~:text=studies%20per%20outcome%20category,n%3D7


    Effectiveness of Nalaxone (narcan) distrobution:

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/40133970/#:~:text=Conclusions%3A%20%20Community,naloxone%20distribution%20in%20community%20settings


    Effectiveness of needle and syringe exchange programs

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28399843/#:~:text=considered%20to%20have%20low%20risk,of%20coverage%2C%20were%20more%20beneficial


    Effects of Medication Assisted Treatment:

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29934549/#:~:text=MAT%2C%20untreated%20participants%20had%20higher,mortality%20rate%20than%20that%20with


    Exploring Cannabis use as a substitute for perscription drugs:

    https://harmreductionjournal.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s12954-021-00520-5#:~:text=types%20of%20drugs%20replaced%20with,drug%20use%20were%20much%20worse


    Nalaxone access threatened by policy:

    https://www.cbsnews.com/news/overdose-deaths-narcan-naloxone-harm-reduction-samhsa-trump-cuts/



    Other links:


    Self-medication hypothesis by Dr. Edward Khantzian

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/9385000/


    Harm Reduction Psychotherapy textbook by Dr. Andrew Tatarsky:

    https://a.co/d/8IebSLa


    Identified patient model:

    https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/making-the-whole-beautiful/202202/how-does-someone-become-a-familys-identified-patient


    Songs of the Week:A-Team- Ed SheeranSoundtrack 2 My Life- Kid CudiPain Killers- Rainbow Kitten SurpriseAstrovan- Mt. JoyCommunitty Centre- PassengerPhotosynthesis of healing- Emory hallFollow the Sun- Xavier RuddSpirit Bid- Xavier Rudd

    37 min
  • MoFo Learns Consent (or at least starts to)

    Welcome back to Where I'm at NowWe're going to try to teach MoFo.... your typical 18 year old male with American Pie college dreams....About consent....Links and resources:RAINN (resource for people who have experienced sexual assault)https://rainn.org/Tea videohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGoWLWS4-kUAutocorrecthttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qk6aauThmW8Consent Ted talkhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJiKeWtTWA4Consent (helpful for parents of young children)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fEdVT_DfQS0What is consent?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBvD3sACS4oGrey areahttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7OLHSxbbnwDr. Betty Martinhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7x2jAm3HxHMTufts website:https://oeo.tufts.edu/resources/consent-101/Helpful PDF:https://pathfindersforautism.org/wp-content/uploads/2025/01/Consent-101.pdfSongs of the week:All the things that I’ve Done- The KillersOasis by Wonder Wall- Sledding with Tigersmy childhood feels like a past life- breathingtechniques

    46 min

About Where I'm At Now

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I was raised in the insular Syrian Jewish Communitty, though I am no longer living there