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It’s episode 21 and we’re not having fun. CW as usual. This was originally posted on reddit and the OP offered to contribute to the podcast.
Join us on discord: https://discord.gg/qxGGP3P
We promised to share links to the gofundme and justgiving but it seems those have expired. I’m reaching out for more, and will update this if it comes.
I want to add this quote pulled from a comment made by the OP. “What i am trying to do which may take YEARS is •register as homeless with the council •report to police once im safe •find a cheap flat •get a job far away •live my life •not get hurt
What I have done •told RASAC •told CAMHS •tried to apply for CICA (wont let me till im 16) •researched EVERYTHING i can (this is the only comments I will appreciate is advice about SCOTTISH laws because I really need help) •fought the school for 2 years to let me sit some of my exams, i have done 2 exams but neither maths nor english •dropped out of school, i stopped going around the age of 14 and now i am officially no longer a student •told my parents, although they are supportive of this they are still toxic in other senses which I have left a reply about •told my older sister who has slutshamed me nonstop and blamed me for being harrassed online •signed up for therapy (rasac waiting list) •gone to CAMHS ‘therapy’ for 4 years •got prescribed anti depressants •fought with camhs to try and get a diagnosis so I can claim CICA over the past 2 years (nhs hates giving diagnosis to kids) (also my parents refuse to believe i have mental problems) •had to sit in a room at school with just me and no teacher and my rapist S to finish a preliminary essay. This terrified me so much I didnt finish the essay bevause I was crying. He never said a word to me but he sat in the seat I always sit in for registration. •walked by several people smoking which triggers my ptsd because they all smelt like fags •taken a shit ton of drugs •had to stop drinking because it gives me ptsd and makes me throw up
Why it has affected me so much •I cant brush my teeth. I cant brush my teeth. Every time I put something in my mouth I cry and throw up. •I have nightmares several nights each week •I have had threats about rape from every boy I know •the boy whos house it was at messaged me on instagram the other week asking If i would have sex with him •I cant drink because of ptsd •I nearly pass out from anxiety when alone in public near men”
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By Emmie & SebastianIt’s episode 21 and we’re not having fun. CW as usual. This was originally posted on reddit and the OP offered to contribute to the podcast.
Join us on discord: https://discord.gg/qxGGP3P
We promised to share links to the gofundme and justgiving but it seems those have expired. I’m reaching out for more, and will update this if it comes.
I want to add this quote pulled from a comment made by the OP. “What i am trying to do which may take YEARS is •register as homeless with the council •report to police once im safe •find a cheap flat •get a job far away •live my life •not get hurt
What I have done •told RASAC •told CAMHS •tried to apply for CICA (wont let me till im 16) •researched EVERYTHING i can (this is the only comments I will appreciate is advice about SCOTTISH laws because I really need help) •fought the school for 2 years to let me sit some of my exams, i have done 2 exams but neither maths nor english •dropped out of school, i stopped going around the age of 14 and now i am officially no longer a student •told my parents, although they are supportive of this they are still toxic in other senses which I have left a reply about •told my older sister who has slutshamed me nonstop and blamed me for being harrassed online •signed up for therapy (rasac waiting list) •gone to CAMHS ‘therapy’ for 4 years •got prescribed anti depressants •fought with camhs to try and get a diagnosis so I can claim CICA over the past 2 years (nhs hates giving diagnosis to kids) (also my parents refuse to believe i have mental problems) •had to sit in a room at school with just me and no teacher and my rapist S to finish a preliminary essay. This terrified me so much I didnt finish the essay bevause I was crying. He never said a word to me but he sat in the seat I always sit in for registration. •walked by several people smoking which triggers my ptsd because they all smelt like fags •taken a shit ton of drugs •had to stop drinking because it gives me ptsd and makes me throw up
Why it has affected me so much •I cant brush my teeth. I cant brush my teeth. Every time I put something in my mouth I cry and throw up. •I have nightmares several nights each week •I have had threats about rape from every boy I know •the boy whos house it was at messaged me on instagram the other week asking If i would have sex with him •I cant drink because of ptsd •I nearly pass out from anxiety when alone in public near men”