In this meeting, we have Pierre, the older counselor, Conrad, as usual,  Reuben, the Mexican drummer who beats his wife and talks funny as well as me, of course. 

I discuss what I believe is one of the roots of my violence. I speak of my instruction manual and of wanting to be a man and define myself. Everytime I ask for approval, I am diminishing myself. 

I discuss hardcore ways of dealing with men who are violent as part of my "Fema-Save" campaign.

I talk about wanting to die a hero given I've lived as a monster.