There is a particular kind of courage required to stand in the messy middle of your own transformation and not run back to what feels familiar. In this episode of The Lightworker Diaries, I share a fresh, real-time transmission from my own becoming and introduce you to The Becoming Sessions, my 30 day private podcast journey.

This is the story of a heart that wants spaciousness, intuition, gentleness, adventure, and creative aliveness, sitting at the same table as a mind that wants certainty, safety, and a clear plan for paying the bills. It is the space where the old corporate executive and the soft creative soul meet and negotiate a new way of being.

In this episode, I talk about:

* The moment at my kitchen counter when financial pressure activated my old pattern of “I will just go make something happen”

* How I used journaling and honest reflection to separate the voice of my mind from the whisper of my heart

* What my heart actually wants to create through me, and how opposite it feels from the way I was trained to live and work

* The belief that Source would not plant such a clear desire in my heart only to leave me in survival

* Why the “how” is not our responsibility, and what is

* My 30 day commitment to living in the frequency of the person I am becoming, and why I chose a 30 day container for my very logical mind

* The birth of The Becoming Sessions, a private podcast that captures my daily anchoring into this new way of being

* How I am shifting from structured, tight, “I need to make money now” energy into a state of true abundance and trust

* Why the wobble, doubt, impatience, and discomfort are proof that my nervous system and identity are reorganizing

* A reminder that your transition, whatever it looks like, is calling you because it knows you are ready

This episode is for you if:

* You are in a season of transition, whether in career, business, relationships, health, or identity

* You feel torn between the life your mind says is reasonable and the life your heart actually wants to live

* You are tired of only hearing polished before and after stories, and want to hear the real messy middle

* You need permission to follow what lights you up from the inside out, even when you cannot see the whole path

* You want to walk alongside someone who is documenting her own becoming in real time

If you feel a pull to sit closer in this work, you are invited to join me in The Becoming Sessions. For 30 days, I am recording a private voice note style podcast that captures my morning practice, my inner process, and the daily choices I am making as I step out of performance and into intuitive, heart led living. It is like sitting down together with coffee each morning while I let you see it all.

Resources and Links

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