Do you believe you are a GoldenSoulChild? Are you connected? Are you activating and gaining access to him/her/it. I believe everyone's soul knows what's best for them. Your higher self speaks to you, sometimes we are tuned in and sometimes it is drowned out by pretty much anything we focus on that distracts us from opening up that connection. Golden because your soul/spirit is a the light, it is pure and all knowing and child because we have an inner child that needs to come out and be present.