In this solo episode, I’m unpacking my anxious attachment—what it looks like in my friendships, and how it’s shaped the way I relate to Jesus. I talk about that constant pull between wanting closeness and fearing distance, and how quickly I can believe the lie that one mistake makes God pull away from me.

I open up about the thoughts that hit when I “mess up”—feeling rejected, overanalyzing everything, and assuming Jesus must be disappointed or done with me. But instead of staying there, I walk through practical ways I’m learning to confront those lies and ground myself in truth.

This is for anyone who loves God but still wrestles with feeling secure in that love. We’re getting honest, naming the lies, and taking small, real steps toward freedom