Last episode was some raw theta thoughts. Here, after the intro more rawness. I'm breaking apart. I surrender.

Also my dynamic is changing a bit and I'm in those feelings too. 

Seattle Erotic Art Festival Gallery was awesome! So much I wanted to touch! My ideas are stirring maybe some of my photography or even submitting a writing piece. I went with another photographer, she is wanting to do photos beyond the boudoir. It was fun to look at art with another artist discussing perceptions, likes and stories about certain pieces! I was full of tics during the visit because I was very stimulated!

Next episode I may read something from the current book I'm reading Dr. Sue Morter The Energy Codes. 

Final thought- struck me that i was experiencing sadness for not having someone for the rest of my life. If relationships don't last forever why wouldn't i want to meet another in absolute conscious presence with my whole being? Thanks for being here.