In this episode we discuss Kaylee's recent trip, and the insights she learned about her own creative power. In short, she learned that it was her decision to pick up the paintbrush and do what she would with it.
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The War of Art by Steven Pressfield
https://www.amazon.ca/War-Art-Through-Creative-Battles/dp/1936891026
Psychedelic Today with Matthew Johnson
https://psychedelicstoday.com/2021/02/02/pt229-dr-matthew-johnson-what-is-consciousness/
Recent experiences leading up to the trip
Anxiety issuesThe difficulties of reaching out for helpEmbracing emotions as a means of getting rid of themInsomnia as a major symptom- To surrender via the unpredictability of the psychedelic experience
Psychedelics recontextualizeThe Trip - 9:34Coming up was...INTENSE! Surprise surpriseGoing fully into the emotions, embracing them, helpedSchool teaches us how to store information in our headA green ladder made of perspectiveAt its foot, was the material worldBeginning to separate the label from the thing being labelledAscending the ladder and at its top...CONSCIOUSNESSThere is a chair somewhere "out there" that you perceive via a mental construction within your own consciousnessThis "out there stuff" was left at the bottom of the ladderAll mental phenomena, the "in your head stuff," that has ever been experienced was an infinite ocean at the top of the ladderKaylee experienced having access to all beauty and suffering that humans had ever experiencedGratitude for being KayleeFreedom from suffering via separation of label and labelledBut this didn't seem like the answer, it seemed like Spiritual BypassingDavid Deida...Deyeda?...Deida...yeah Deida...talking about sexual repression as a roadblock to enlightenmentLiving life inside your headNeeding to escape the day to dayYet a sense of dissatisfaction and discouragement with lifeThe difficulty of embodying the psychedelic experienceThe ease of not participating in lifeWe use our will and our attention to create our realityHaving access to this experience of infinite consciousness created a feeling of intense responsibilityThe psychedelic experience can be so profound despite the silliness of the symbolismAnalysis and Integration ~44:56
- Taking school more seriously is part of showing up in the material world
Rather than being cynical about how it isn't perfect, put in the work to make it something you want to do You have to put the passion into lifeBeing a professional is a choice you make every day, but you have to be one to make itThe War of ArtSteven Pressfield interprets the quote, "Eternity is in love with the productions of time," by William BlakeThe Flow state and the universe speaking through people in the creative processThe courage to createBeing less in her head by experiencing herself through video and audio recordingsNot being afraid of herself and being alone with herself anymoreGiving herself permission to be sillyThrough experiencing yourself as you are, you realize that you really are good enoughThe beauty of self-improvement is that you always get to do morePsychedelics help you make yourself better