But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. … I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead. (Philippians 3:7-8a,10-11)
Maybe these words from Paul are easier to see, understand, and appreciate through the lens of a pandemic. Or through the lens of so much loss and grief that we've suffered as a church this past year. It seems that there has been a death in our congregation almost weekly for longer than I care to remember. And toady: another funeral. Pastor Michael's father.
It strikes me again how clarifying death can be, even through our grief and grieving.
So many of the things that we spend our lives pursuing are lost in the face of death: good health, strength, positions, experience, skill, wealth, status, property, security. Even our relationships are broken by death, which is why we grieve.
But one thing is not lost through death: our relationship to Jesus Christ.
Our connection with Christ endures. Because Jesus Christ, and he alone, has passed through death and risen to newness of life. That's why our Christian hope, indeed, our only hope for this life rests in him.
An older tradition of the church said that the Christian life is really all about preparing for a good death. That actually, we are called to live all of our Christian lives in light of death. And that's really what Paul is getting at in this text, too.
Paul had a lot of privilege in his column, a lot of things to count as gain by the standards of the Jewish world he lived in. He had ethnic privilege, private religious schooling privilege, professional association (Pharisee) privilege, and he exercised his privilege in power and with impunity too as he persecuted the young church and kept a righteous air about him all the while.
But then he died. That is, he died in the death of Christ as he was baptized into Christ's death. And having died? Seeing his life through the lens of death: Paul looks back on all his privilege, all the things he spent his life striving to earn, and sees it all, as a loss. Because the only thing of worth, the only thing that endures, and so the only thing, finally, worth having at all: is Christ.
As a church and as Christians, what will get us through this pandemic and all the many journeys of grief we walk, is a stubborn clinging to Christ and to the hope he gives us of resurrection life in him. Nothing else will do. But in him: we have everything. The promise of life restored and a world set right.