Because it was always my desire to have a whole family, I had to be whole, right?? I had become a masked version of wholeness and was fine with it. God however, was like nah sis… we gonna deal with this thang (again). God does things in totality and it doesn’t always feel good but it is always necessary.   Dang near every area that still needed to be healed was brought back up within 9 months. It was only fair that because I had so desperately wanted a whole family and I was bearing a male child who would one day be the head of his family, whatever was flowing through me directly affected him... my unborn child deserved to be born free.