wedding excitement! / Kaustubha's apology / my spiritual director said it's ok if I pray while I smoke / spiritual regulations are prescribed differently to different people / renunciation isn't the goal of spirituality - devotion is / arrogance is a greater sin than weakness / humility is fertile ground for spiritual growth / wisdom has to do with understanding how things grow / better to be with a prostitute thinking of God, than in the church thinking about a prostitute / the old lady who climbed on the Sannyasi

"we do not belong to the material world that science constructs for us" Schrodinger / quantum physics = science catching up to the past / modern science finds echoes of it's theories in the Upanishads / one can use hallucinogens to expand perspective, or one can read Bhagavatam / what am I not perceiving? / why do I scoff at perception beyond my imagination? / deep down we know we are all tiny specks / the taste for being glorified vs the taste for glorifying others / guru, sadhu & shastra / the yogi controls body, words & mind / what if we filtered out all of speech that had no value? / the Bhagavad-gita's austerity of speech

SB 4.16.1-5

How do you know when to take charge or when to let go? / How can we understand and appreciate Christ's sacrifice on the cross from a Bhakti perspective? / What can we really do to stop the mind from suffering issues of self esteem? / Is it wrong to cut ties with family who were never really there to begin with?

what you leave behind is not what is engraved in stone monuments, but what is woven into the lives of others / the depth of our spirituality is shown through our relationship with others / a sincere broadminded person should be able to suspend their skepticism / science requires objectivity and admitting what you don't know / whatever good qualities we possess have been gifted to us by others / bowing the body to the parents & the mind to the teachers

SB 4.15.1-26

2 formulas - work for material prosperity vs cultivate spiritual principles / reluctantly, the sages enthrone Vena / arrogant Vena outlaws dharma / it's our common connection to the root that connects us to each other / the sages kill Vena with sound / the sages churn the body of Vena

SB 4.14.1-46

think of your mind like a pond and your feelings as fish / Bhagavad-gita begins with - you're not your body, you're not your mind / tolerating the feelings without being disturbed / Vedic genetics /your watermelon seed can't become a cantaloupe / free speech, but with respect / the Devas boycott Anga's ritual / evil Vena / if you can't change the circumstance, change how you view them / Anga cuts out

SB 4.13.19-49

"Those who crusade not for God in themselves, but against the devil in others, never succeed in making the world better" / first, seek to understand / work on getting rid of your personal hate / back to sage level 1 / pāñcarātrika-vidhi vs bhāgavata-mārga / Utkala's apparent madness / bhajanānandī vs goṣṭhy-ānandī / stories of the devas coming in disguise / we'll all be tested on the depth of our sama darshana / seeing the soul in the beggar / where is your heart and mind when you're dealing with "crazies"?

SB 4.13.1-18

Did Sri Chaitanya have a favorite kirtan melody? / When can one become a teacher? / I can't stop feeing bodily ecstasies in relation to Bhakti - Is this some amazing mercy or is there something potentially wrong or wrong with me?

he who kisses the joy as it flies, lives in eternity's sunrise / one undisturbed by happiness & distress & who is steady in both is certainly eligible for liberation / the nature of spiritual happiness is that it is always increasing / Dhruva steps on the head of death / we're here to learn that this life is for giving and not taking / we catch Krishna with love / be friendly to all, but be careful who you let in your heart / seeing everything in connection with God / Raghu was a closet Rush fan

SB 4.12.29-52

noticing sensation without giving it meaning / Emily Dickinson - Some Keep the Sabbath Going to Church / instead of getting to Heaven, at last – I'm going, all along / temple ritual can be empty - or it can give one eyes to see God beyond the temple / the depth of concentration required for Astanga-yoga / samadhi as trance - samadhi as incessant directed thought / in Bhakti, the means and the end are the same

SB 4.12.17-28