Women of Faith on the Wall 4 God with Nani Bee

Have you ever felt like everyone else is thriving while you’re just… trying not to trip over life?
 You look around and think, “God, did You forget about me?”

Let me remind you: He didn’t.
 In fact, He’s walking straight toward you.

Maybe you’ve felt like your history disqualifies you from your destiny.
 Maybe people only remember your mistakes, not your growth.
 Maybe you can’t even forgive yourself for some of it.

But let me remind you today—God is a Redeemer, not a record-keeper.

He’s not just trying to erase your past—He wants to use it.
 The pain. The mess. The regret. All of it can become part of your purpose.

Ok Sister, Stop swinging your spiritual fists at battles that were already won at the cross.
You’re not meant to fight for victory—you’re meant to live from victory.

Girl, the other day I was rebuking the enemy so hard I nearly spilled my iced coffee. I had my Bible in one hand, my slipper in the other—ready to throw hands and holy water. Then God whispered, “Why you doing the most? I already handled it.”
 Yes, Sometimes we’re out here shadowboxing the devil when Jesus already TKO’d him 2,000 years ago.

Yep Sister, let me tell you when Tuesdays earthquake in Russia hit, and we heard “Tsunami Warning issued for Hawaii”—you bet your sweet malasadas, I was running around trying to gather what we need, telling my son pack the car, while wondering will I be stuck in traffic trying to get to my in-laws all before Siri finished saying “evacuate.” 
But then I paused and asked myself: Do I run in fear, or walk in faith?
 Now listen, I’m all for common sense AND slippers, but God reminded me—I can’t just know His Word, I gotta live like I believe it when life gets shaky.

“Okay sister, real talk. Have you ever opened your fridge, looked inside, and thought—‘I have nothing to cook’… but somehow you still whip up spam, eggs, and rice like a five-star chef? Yep, I definitely have especially with spam. Well that’s how God works! What’s already in your hands… might be the miracle He’s ready to multiply.”

Well, If you’ve ever been in a place where nothing is going according to plan…
When you're asking, “Why did this happen?” or “God, where are You in this?”
 Then girl, you’re not crazy—you’re just walking through a faith chapter.

Because let’s be honest—trust is easy when things make sense.
 But real faith? It’s forged in confusion.
 It’s trusting God’s hand when you can’t see His plan.

Sis, we’ve all had moments where we say:

“This isn’t where I imagined I’d be by now.”

Maybe you thought you'd be married, further along in your purpose, out of debt, healing faster, or even happier...

But what if I told you God isn’t just in the destination—He’s in the detour too?

He’s not just working in the arrival—He’s actively present in your process.

Sister, maybe you’ve felt disqualified because of your past.
 Maybe you think your story is too much, your scars are too visible, or your struggle is too raw.

But God doesn’t toss out what’s broken. He picks it up, breathes on it, and uses it to build something miraculous.

Today, we’re talking about how God doesn’t need perfect vessels—He just needs surrendered ones.

Here’s the truth, sister: most women you admire didn’t start off confident. 
They started off called.
 There’s a difference.

Confidence wobbles.
 But calling? That’s anchored in heaven.

Today we’re busting the myth that God only uses polished, perfect, or powerful people.
Because spoiler alert: He doesn’t.

Ok Ladies, we’ve been taught to be helpers, fixers, encouragers, yes-women. But can I remind you of something?

You are not Jesus. 
And even Jesus said no sometimes.

Your worth is not measured by how much you say yes to.
It’s measured by how closely you follow God’s will—and sometimes that looks like setting a holy boundary.