Just another short update. This week has been extra dreary so I think my depression is getting bad.

Just a short discussion of a some recent thoughts from yesterday. It feels good to say it aloud.

I'm just gonna start over the season for the new year, why not?

Don't think too hard on the title. I came up with it just now. It's another rambling episode night update. I really shouldn't do these before I go to bed, I should be SLEEPING lol.

It's an update and actually I have no idea if this is the best title but it's actually just an update. I try to focus on these aspects though but I mainly divulge into being kind of sad and also being kind of talkative.

Alot has happened this week... but this episode is me mainly thinking of how I've been dealing with the death of others and funerals I've been to or missed. I don't think I deal with it in the best way, it's awkward overall to talk about how I feel about it and a little embarrassing.

It's late for me, I try to remember how last week and Friday specifically went. And I'm super sleepy and mumbling quite a bit.

Weighing my options, and time more like. I have a free moment and discuss some things. Mainly scheduling time, comparing restaurant work to office work. Thinking about where time goes.

New job and getting acclimated to it, as well as just me talking about getting used to things. Alot of thoughts to think about. Some organization is needed for sure.

I'm excited to share with you the news of me starting a new job towards the end of the month. It's gonna be great! I also just talk about my week~