Your Life You Decide

I'm having to come to grips about the sad truths in my life. Going about life with mental illness is difficult. Even harder with no friends or family to talk to

I went from money hungry, to all about family. Thinking I was being the best provider I could be. Not realizing my wife and kids wanted my presence more than what my paycheck could buy. Took years and lots of arguing to figure it out.

God Given Rights explained the correct way without political biased views.

Ever had problems with a neighbor? A constantly drunk neighbor? Boy do I have a story for you. This past week has been one of those weeks dealing with a drunk neighbor.

Talking about my experiences and why I'm more of a left leaning independent

An event that happened Saturday will forever change my life. Seeing something that should not be, turns my beliefs and understanding upside down.

Taking an independent stance on why I cannot be a Democrat or Republican. Both have good points, as well as bad policy. How can honorable people accept dishonor in the name of a party?

Explaining the difference between spirituality and religion. To the outside looking in they are similar in some ways.

Thinking back to what I wanted to be, to what I actually became is a night and day difference. From wanting to be a platinum selling artist who could care less about the world. To a man who has found joy in serving others. Seeing others smile became my reward. I would've never found my true calling if I kept on the path I wanted.

Through my own experiences I realized failure was never what scared me. I have always been terrified of actually accomplishing my dreams. When I say my dreams I mean financially. Like many, I was raised to work hard until I retire. Ive always had dreams of being rich and famous. I even planned out everything to achieve these dreams of mine. At the last second, I would pull the plug, and wouldnt go any further. I was used to failing in life and I became comfortable. the thought of success really scared me. Just knowing that everything I ever wanted is right in front of me if I truly want it.