In this reflection I talk about the psychology of being an African-American woman within an excessively white context

In this reflection I talk about the nature of doing a good job as an outer concept and inner one across time.

In this reflection I think about my disconnect from my 8-orientation and the missed opportunities that occurred as a result. Related talking points: Flirting, black (and white) men, masculine & feminine energy, and black space.

Most of this reflection is about INTJ variance and a theory I'm developing to explain the variance (relating to energy, introversion, and a social-emotional orientation to the outer world). I do spend some time talking about gender variance and disrupting society's binary treatment of gender.

In this reflection I talk about two ways my structural changed in the past month and the conflict (in values) that has emerged. The key value in this reflection is in considering how the self is defined by the structural world and how the structural world (of the matrix) dictates specific values.