This week I spent time going down memory lane an figured, why not be honest with myself, the holidays suck.. depending on who’s living it.

This week was quick and random, I kind of turned on the microphone whenever I needed to clear in my head or try to make sense of it. So Idk how to describe this episode but enjoy lol

This week wasn’t my best nor was it the worst but I spent an hour in my car, way too early in the morning, just venting about my thoughts and how I’m feelings and what I need to get better at and go off on a tangent or two and hopefully it helps you too.

In the spirit of Halloween I decided to talk about my best and worst memories an somehow go into a tangent about heartache and taking care of yourself, a little messy but what else would you expect.

If were being honest, this episode is a little all over the place in the best way possible. I took a break an came back a little more um.. confused? better but still a lost, an afterwards I took a nice car ride with someone I love an went on a spiral of tangents an stories, enjoy :)

So I took a week off and came back feeling unmotivated an kind of down, it’s not a new feeling but it’s definitely not the last. So I decided to talk through it with you an try to help understand why certain moods can take over an how to separate from it. Hopefully I can take my own advice an get out of bed.

I finally got ahold of some mediocre audio editing, which I graciously get to experiment this week. My best friend an I decided to ask each other a list of questions, on topics we rarely discuss even after 10 years lol. Prepare for some brutal honesty, laughter and a few tangents throughout :)

So to encourage my late night procrastinations I decided to do another bonus/half episode, but this time taking the Enneagram test. While bringing you along through each question, reading my results and a few tangents here an there. In hopes that you can get to know me in a new perspective.

This episode I attempt to talk through an uneventful yet stress moment as well as how Im feeling the morning after. I want to get better at recording when I feel anxious or overwhelmed, sad, pissed, everything lol. So hopefully you enjoy this first of many an trust me it gets better.

In this episode I give a nice life update from my car of coarse of where Im at physically an mentally and take you guys along with me to my first therapy session along with an aftermath of it all, if you haven’t yet follow all the socials and leave me a voice message!