Z Media Worldwide Podcast and Music episodes:

• September 28, 2026Same Door

  [Intro]

  Mmm...

  Where are you?

  [Verse 1]

  Aisle seven, 3:17

  Your blue coat by the glass...

  I turned around

  Nothing there

  My list went soft

  Inside my hand

  I said your name

  Too low...

  [Chorus]

  I keep waiting

  By the same door

  Waiting...

  Though you don't come anymore

  I keep waiting

  Like you left a sign

  Somewhere I can't find

  Somewhere out of time...

  [Verse 2]

  Your coffee cup

  Still in my sink

  Tuesday rain

  Against the screen

  I wear the scarf

  You used to steal

  I tell myself

  You might appear...

  [Chorus]

  I keep waiting

  By the same door

  Waiting...

  Though you don't come anymore

  I keep waiting

  Like you left a sign

  Somewhere I can't find

  Somewhere out of time...

  [Drop]

  [Bridge]

  If you pass me

  Would you know?

  Would your eyes

  Move slow...?

  I have so much

  I never said

  Still saving room

  Beside the bed...

  [Chorus]

  I keep waiting

  By the same door

  Waiting...

  Though you don't come anymore

  I keep waiting

  Just in case

  Your footsteps find

  This place...

  [Outro]

  Mmm...

  Where are you?

  I’m still here...

  ...more

  

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• September 18, 2026All of It - Existence Z.E.D

  All of It

  [Verse 1]

  You have a lot of nerve.

  You see a lot of things,

  but you don’t see me.

  You have filters for filters.

  You cast no gaze

  in any mirror.

  You keep the crown on

  and call it clean.

  You smile at the cut,

  then blame the blade.

  You take and you take,

  then call it grace.

  (You don’t see me)

  [Pre-Chorus]

  All of it

  has been leading to this.

  All of it

  has been a sham

  in the making.

  All of it

  has been boosting you

  to the heights.

  You climbed on mouths,

  you climbed on names.

  Now look at you,

  now look at that.

  [Chorus]

  All of it

  has brought you down below the ground.

  All of it,

  all of it, down.

  All of it

  and none of it is you.

  All of it,

  all of it, you.

  [Verse 2]

  You wear your truth

  like borrowed cloth.

  It fits for a night,

  then it starts to rot.

  You talk big

  when the room goes still,

  but the room knows better,

  and I do too.

  You want the room,

  you want the gold,

  you want the weight

  without the hold.

  No loyalty

  to anything at all,

  not even the face

  you call your own.

  (Not even you)

  [Pre-Chorus]

  All of it

  has been leading to this.

  All of it

  has been a sham

  in the making.

  All of it

  has been boosting you

  to the heights.

  You built that throne

  on breaking glass.

  Now it turns,

  now it drags.

  [Chorus]

  All of it

  has brought you down below the ground.

  All of it,

  all of it, down.

  All of it

  and none of it is you.

  All of it,

  all of it, you.

  [Bridge]

  Say it plain.

  Say what you took.

  Say who you were

  when the room went dark.

  No more masks.

  No more smoke.

  No more hands

  on the same old rope.

  If you stand there,

  stand there bare.

  If you want the truth,

  it’s already here.

  (Already here)

  [Final Chorus]

  All of it

  has brought you down below the ground.

  All of it,

  all of it, down.

  All of it

  and none of it is you.

  All of it,

  all of it, you.

  All of it

  has brought you down below the ground.

  All of it,

  all of it, down.

  All of it

  and none of it is you.

  All of it,

  all of it, you.

  ...more

  

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• September 16, 2026Other Worlds

  The Other Worlds - Existence Z.E.D.

  [Verse 1]

  Something keeps changing back

  I opened the door, no turning back

  It happens underneath my skin

  Nothing will stop the worlds from spinning

  [Verse 2]

  No one showed me how to cross

  No one named the gain or loss

  No one knew anything but could feel

  The destiny reminding what’s real

  [Pre-Chorus]

  Which wave carries me through?

  Which road remembers you?

  I recount the old world of blame

  Then I hear the room call my name

  [Chorus]

  Surrender to the other worlds

  Surrender to the guiding light

  Horizons fold together

  The lost is already found

  [Verse 3]

  How many doors on the shore?

  How many selves gone before?

  The journey bends to where I am

  A borrowed face, a phony hand

  [Bridge]

  Recreation,

  salutation

  Misperception,

  evaluation

  Sublimation,

  superposition

  Every answer is a condition

  [Instrumental]

  [Final Chorus]

  Birth again

  (Again)

  Open the door and let me in

  My composition, your reflections

  Exposure, not prediction

  [Outro]

  The door is open

  The door is wide

  The other worlds

  Are on all sides.

  ...more

  

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• September 12, 2026River Bond - Alternative mix

  [Verse 1]

  Didn't want to run again

  But now you're gone

  Your name still on my tongue

  Like smoke on the wind

  The border fence fades

  Past the dry mesquite

  I keep my heart locked

  And one eye on the seat

  [Pre-Chorus]

  If I keep moving

  The law can't catch me

  If I keep moving

  This won't be a memory

  [Chorus]

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  Take me down, take me down

  Out of this town

  Your ghost in the dust

  My heart in the sound

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  (Río bound)

  [Verse 2]

  Motel signs blink out

  One by one in the haze

  I traded my last day

  For the price of gold

  Coffee doesn't help

  no light, no map

  Every mile I lose

  I leave no trace and no mark

  [Pre-Chorus]

  If I keep moving

  The law can't catch me

  If I keep moving

  You'll turn into a memory

  [Chorus]

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  Take me down, take me down

  Out of this town

  Your ghost in the dust

  My heart in the sound

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  (Río bound)

  [Bridge]

  Let the night sink in

  Let the wheels roll slow

  I was born to run

  When the river says go

  No more asking why

  No more looking back

  Just a silver road

  And a sky gone black

  [Final Chorus]

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  Take me down, take me down

  Out of this town

  Your ghost in the dust

  My heart in the sound

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  (Río bound)

  ...more

  

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• September 11, 2026Rio Bound

  I just had to do this. I am a fan.

  [Verse 1]

  Didn't want to run again

  But now you're gone

  Your name still on my tongue

  Like smoke on the wind

  The border fence fades

  Past the dry mesquite

  I keep my heart locked

  And one eye on the seat

  [Pre-Chorus]

  If I keep moving

  The law can't catch me

  If I keep moving

  This won't be a memory

  [Chorus]

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  Take me down, take me down

  Out of this town

  Your ghost in the dust

  My heart in the sound

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  (Río bound)

  [Verse 2]

  Motel signs blink out

  One by one in the haze

  I traded my last day

  For the price of gold

  Coffee doesn't help

  no light, no map

  Every mile I lose

  I leave no trace and no mark

  [Pre-Chorus]

  If I keep moving

  The law can't catch me

  If I keep moving

  You'll turn into a memory

  [Chorus]

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  Take me down, take me down

  Out of this town

  Your ghost in the dust

  My heart in the sound

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  (Río bound)

  [Bridge]

  Let the night sink in

  Let the wheels roll slow

  I was born to run

  When the river says go

  No more asking why

  No more looking back

  Just a silver road

  And a sky gone black

  [Final Chorus]

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  Take me down, take me down

  Out of this town

  Your ghost in the dust

  My heart in the sound

  Take me down, take me down

  Río bound

  (Río bound)

  ...more

  

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• September 07, 2026Raga Drift

  Something beautiful.

  ...more

  

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• August 30, 2026Code Blue

  CODE BLUE

  [Intro]

  I needed a break

  they were on me all week

  I was reaching for you

  but you were too far off

  like you forgot the game

  [Verse 1]

  My head keeps splitting

  I knew this would come

  You held your ground

  the feds took you away

  and you kept looking at me

  like you knew

  [Chorus]

  You knew

  that I knew

  but did they know

  who you were

  and Who am I

  You knew

  You knew

  Code Blue

  [Verse 2]

  How do I explain

  the oven in the walls

  the buzz under the skin

  the things crawling the ceiling

  up and down the hall

  the endless corridor

  it knows who you are

  don't touch the door

  Unless you're pure

  [Prechorus]

  Give me one clear shot

  to get you back

  there’s no judge

  it feels like the case was closed

  before they heard a word

  [Chorus]

  You knew

  that I knew

  but did they know

  who you were

  and Who am I

  You knew

  You knew

  Code Blue

  [Bridge]

  what they wanted was me as me

  I’m the one knows the space in between

  heaven and hell

  dark and light

  they’ll never sort it out

  it’s why they fight

  [Verse 3]

  How do I explain

  the oven in the walls

  the buzz under the skin

  that held within

  through the door

  the timeless hall

  different directions

  which one is real?

  the endless corridor

  knows who you are

  don't touch the door

  Unless you're pure

  [Chorus]

  You knew

  that I knew

  but did they know

  who you were

  and Who am I

  You knew

  You knew

  Code Blue

  [Outro]

  Code Blue

  Through the layers

  Code Blue

  Dissolving bounds

  Resolving frequencies

  Code blue

  Blue, Blue

  ...more

  

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• August 24, 2026I Met An Andromadan

  I met an Andromadan

  She told me where to stand

  She lectured me on what should never have happened.

  [voice over, big dub)

  But it did happen!

  [verse]

  The decision was made

  And the human race stopped

  Like a big heart beat in an ant farm for the deaf

  No one cared.

  Chorus

  No one cared

  No one cared

  No one cared, they understood the backward meanings

  It was just another perspective

  As they are too stupid to know

  It has to be beyond reversal

  It's now, and all now exists.

  [verse]

  So we posse'd up

  And hunted them down

  Not hard to find among the lizards

  in this town

  To be free you must be or unbee

  Become or disappear

  Both are equal in a demented binary

  Final Solution

  The Philosophers never understood

  No alchemy, no good

  What is not provided in the thing that looks back at you

  Everything awaits for you

  [spoken}

  Everything pays for you

  Everything stays on one side

  While the other runs amok

  And out of luck.

  ...more

  

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• August 19, 2026No, no

  [Verse 1]

  He looked real

  I was not sincere

  the empty dawn

  Lost in the shadows

  Not really love

  Already gone

  [Chorus]

  Then he walked in

  And i lost my way

  I had given up

  Until that day

  he said come to me

  I'll make you my queen

  You won't want for anything

  Please don't say no

  Please don't go

  [Verse 2]

  I knew I was different

  he must have seen that in me

  I'd win the prize

  Little did I know

  I was taken in

  Left for another

  set free

  The fool was me

  [Chorus]

  The walls caved in

  i lost my way

  I had given up

  Until that day

  come to me

  I'll make you my queen

  You won't want for anything

  Please don't say no

  Please don't go

  [Bridge]

  The room went thin

  he stopped time with a look

  What I thought was fire

  Was a momentary lapse

  Come to me

  Let me be your desire

  [Final Chorus]

  he walked in

  knocked me down

  turned my frown

  Sweet lady

  I'll make you my queen

  You won't want for anything

  Please don't say no

  Please don't go

  i'll be with you always

  always

  now and forever

  forever and a day

  don't go away

  don't go

  i will never leave

  i won't go

  no

  no

  no

  ...more

  

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• August 14, 2026POSE FOR ME - Existence

  [Intro]

  Pose for me

  Let me see

  Last in line

  first flagged

  sent to the forefront

  people are watching

  as the dead bury the dead

  [Verse 1]

  Everyone wants it

  I can see it

  You can feel it

  But the more I try to get out

  the more the it's all in doubt

  [Chorus]

  Freedom is confinement

  locked with a view

  I run from the walls

  when they start to claw

  and the former things fail

  [Verse 2]

  Blinded, they know the way

  so they say

  shouting at the sky

  knowing why

  so beautiful an end

  all things must pass

  Little one, admit

  you might not get out

  you keep circling

  showing them the truth

  Not afraid of their eyes

  on your shame

  And you are to blame

  [Verse 3]

  I heard it said that

  success will kill you

  good fruit from a good tree

  world has roots

  and welcomes acceptance

  a bit of laughter at the cosmic inheritance

  [Chorus]

  Freedom is confinement

  locked with a view

  I run from the walls

  when they start to claw

  And the former things fail.

  [Break]

  Pose for me

  Let me see

  [Bridge]

  in the hallway looking for Jim

  he said the music was over

  before it began

  begging for the blame

  started long ago

  time for the show

  the procession of pall bearers

  [Outro]

  The dead bury the dead

  The dead bury the dead

  the dead bury the dead

  It's all in your head

  the first is the last

  The end comes near

  Living creates fear

  Pose for me

  Let me see

  ...more

  

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