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Chris Davis is a trumpeter in the Chicago area. He’s the leader of the Chris Davis Jazztet, performs with the Chicago Jazz Philharmonic, and is the host of a podcast titled, Behind the Note.
JN: Chris, get us up to speed, what’s going on in your world?
CD: I’m performing a lot. Working Broadway in Chicago right now, which I’m really excited about. It’s been a long term goal for me to do that. I’m playing with the Jazztet a lot, playing Andy’s Jazz Club. I teach primarily brass, which I love, in the neighborhood where I grew up. Plus, we have a new baby on the way.
JN: So what exactly is a jazztet?
CD: It’s a jazz group. I used the word “jazztet” because I wanted to be flexible. I didn’t want to be limited to a certain number of people I can use. My band in full is 7 pieces, but it varies on how the personnel is used.
JN: We’re talking peak musical performance. And sometimes to talk about the peak, we need to go through the valleys. So take us to what you consider to be one of your worst moments as a performer.
CD: This is very early in my career, but it’s important because there are a lot of cool things that came out of it. When I was in 7th grade, I was in a very competitive environment. Under one roof, we had 4th graders and 8th graders in the summer program. We were all working together to become better musicians.
When the school year started, we separated according to our age. When I finally made it to 7thgrade, I was able to play a jazz solo in the jazz ensemble. This was a big deal, because ever since I started playing, I had always wanted to do that. We grew up in grade school watching the band come through, and we all thought it was cool.
So I finally had my chance. The 8th graders are always looking down on the 7th graders. They thought they were better, and we wanted to prove we could play too. I finally had my moment. As 7th graders, we performed a lot at various competitions and we had a really good reputation.
So I had worked up my solo. The moment of truth arrived. I stepped out of the section, to the microphone, and I played the first 6 notes or so and froze up. I forgot what I was playing. This is a big competition so there were a few hundred people in the audience. It was a short solo, maybe 16 bars, but I couldn’t remember the rest. I ended up playing the last few notes. I walk back to the section, and the band is still playing. But I felt pretty bad about it.
JN: So you just got nervous.
CD: Yes. It was my first time soloing in front of people and I had never experienced being nervous before.
JN: You’re not the first person who has told a very similar story on this podcast. But those people have not only overcome those unpleasant moments, they’ve gone on to do some real cool things. So let’s talk about some of the takeaways, how it led to good things happening for you.
CD: The reason I share this particular experience is because I think the lessons learned from it apply to everything today. I froze up because there were a lot of people looking at me. We get concerned with what other people think but we don’t know them, and we don’t really know what they’re thinking. What I discovered on the bus on the way home is that the majority of people were really supportive of me. They asked me what had happened, that I had sounded great all week.
The great thing about this group is that we performed a lot, so I had another crack at it a week or two later. This time it was the total opposite. I nailed the solo. It was because I had discovered the people around me didn’t want me to fail. They wanted me to nail the solo.
So I went back to the practice room, and put even more time into the solo.