Something I’ve recently made as close as January 2023.

Fits into things I’ve forgotten. I would have a version of these written down if only I hadn’t moved on so quick to the next track. I’ve been doing that for about half a year now. Maybe something set me off to make me but it’s a habit I can work on.

Something that I cut in half because I was so embarrassed of how the lyrics sounded. Thought this half was what I was going for, was thinking I could do some voice effects to make the voice sound like how I wanted but never got around to it. Ending up in the forgotten album.

Something I’ve forgotten, I was just scrolling through my phone and thought wow what made me think I shouldn’t show this? It’s the process that matters, showing the process. How I make music is fundamentally flawed yet I can still create something and get such a unique feeling.

Something I’ve lost to the point I had to screen record the version I already had posted. The closest in my opinion I’ve gotten to feeling something truly incredible from something I’ve created. Even if I can’t replicate it. I am working to create what makes me feel the same feelings I got when I heard the songs I like. Check out my replays over the years.

Similar to When it appeared but I would say the first time I remember feeling a unique connection with something i made that I could not replicate. Since it’s one of the only recordings I have, I feel myself holding onto it tighter and tighter as time goes by. The subjectivity of it all changes how I feel about everything, perspective is everything. But what I wanna make is a universal feeling. Like a connection to a song that someone’s gets on their first listen, simultaneously with others.

the bathtub is full of water

the sounds combine while

your ears are muffled

Bird sounds

Who steals your time

Will you ever get it back

No

the world is suffering

can’t remember how to play, stopped writing down hopefully will get back into it, inflation hurts the poorest people

#trance #guitar #rotten