to yourself by 1996

What’s it like by 1996

Falling asleep again by 1996

Over the hill by 1996

Something I have forgotten, but it was so recent that I could have written it down. I had gotten back from the snow and kept playing this for some reason.

Something I’ve recently made as close as January 2023.

Fits into things I’ve forgotten. I would have a version of these written down if only I hadn’t moved on so quick to the next track. I’ve been doing that for about half a year now. Maybe something set me off to make me but it’s a habit I can work on.

Something that I cut in half because I was so embarrassed of how the lyrics sounded. Thought this half was what I was going for, was thinking I could do some voice effects to make the voice sound like how I wanted but never got around to it. Ending up in the forgotten album.

Something I’ve forgotten, I was just scrolling through my phone and thought wow what made me think I shouldn’t show this? It’s the process that matters, showing the process. How I make music is fundamentally flawed yet I can still create something and get such a unique feeling.

Something I’ve lost to the point I had to screen record the version I already had posted. The closest in my opinion I’ve gotten to feeling something truly incredible from something I’ve created. Even if I can’t replicate it. I am working to create what makes me feel the same feelings I got when I heard the songs I like. Check out my replays over the years.

Similar to When it appeared but I would say the first time I remember feeling a unique connection with something i made that I could not replicate. Since it’s one of the only recordings I have, I feel myself holding onto it tighter and tighter as time goes by. The subjectivity of it all changes how I feel about everything, perspective is everything. But what I wanna make is a universal feeling. Like a connection to a song that someone’s gets on their first listen, simultaneously with others.