I was trying to do a cigarettes after sex thing

Again, a sample that I don’t necessarily relate to, but thinking it may be a thing someone could relate to. Like idk i don’t have a daughter and that’s what the scene in the movie was about. It has emotion.

Samples don’t necessarily represent my actual feelings or specifics towards anyone. I just felt weird while my girlfriend heard this and unintentionally implying that what they’re fighting about in the sample is somehow related to my feelings. I just had to explain how I’m using it as a thing someone will relate to if they fit in that position in their life.

replaying the wreck and trying my best to not think of it while driving, thinking it was easy because Ive acquired the skill of repressing trauma. As much as I hate the fact that I have this trait it saved me from excessive anxiety while driving, which is dangerous.

dance in darkness

after I lost my job the day after Christmas I swear I’m not making this up, got into my first car accident with my girlfriend in the car I froze in shock i spent those moments thinking of the future and was a roadblock ultimately in my job search but saved me financially in a bad time. I don’t think it’s enough to make it a good month, I will never forget this period of dread.

What blessing did by 1996

my screams by 1996

Cold sweats by 1996

for Kylee