regurgitated and unwanted

There’s a heart

somewhere…

6:02

The audio used is the last interview of this video

https://youtu.be/xGIFgS1XV1Y?si=xzdMnMGA1VbsZR7j

what I concluded on, I was inspired by a tornado hits the illies by Birth day. They used a tornado warning alarm throughout the track and made it work. I threw an ambulance sound over something I was making and thought it worked idk.

I was trying to do a cigarettes after sex thing

Again, a sample that I don’t necessarily relate to, but thinking it may be a thing someone could relate to. Like idk i don’t have a daughter and that’s what the scene in the movie was about. It has emotion.

Samples don’t necessarily represent my actual feelings or specifics towards anyone. I just felt weird while my girlfriend heard this and unintentionally implying that what they’re fighting about in the sample is somehow related to my feelings. I just had to explain how I’m using it as a thing someone will relate to if they fit in that position in their life.

replaying the wreck and trying my best to not think of it while driving, thinking it was easy because Ive acquired the skill of repressing trauma. As much as I hate the fact that I have this trait it saved me from excessive anxiety while driving, which is dangerous.

dance in darkness