He looked in the mirror and made peace with death. Then he swallowed every pill he had.

Treavor is a communications sergeant with 19th Special Forces Group. In this gripping episode, he opens up about the trauma of losing his son, the unbearable shame that followed, and the night he tried to end everything while away at training. But something stopped him — and what came next was a transformation built on raw honesty, spiritual grit, and a new kind of leadership. This isn’t a story about war. It’s a story about surviving yourself.

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