I have so much to be grateful for in my life. It's easy for me to slip into a mindset of "oh poor me" and forget how good I have it. I lived in absolute delusion and couldn't see how much love was right in front of me. Hunter and I talked about what it means to show gratitude through action to keep in touch with the reality of how good our lives are.

In this episode Chap talks with Hunter about what relapse looked like in their lives. They talk about the importance of having a sponsor, going to meetings, and staying connected with the community and their recovery.

In this episode Chap tells his full story from start to where he is now. Covering child sexual abuse, depression, and the early signs of addiction. Thank y'all so much for the support it really does make this whole journey a lot better.

Nashville recording artist and singer of hit song "Dicked Down In Dallas" Trey Lewis stopped by the show. Trey talked about what it's been like to balance success in the industry with working a program. Trey's 14 years of continuous sobriety shows through his knowledge of the big book and practice of spiritual principles in all his affairs. Such a pleasure having this guy on!

Russ & Chap talk about coming to believe in a power greater than themselves and the concept of spirituality. Chap struggles with shame and being deserving of God's love. Russ talks about having God mold him into the man God wants him to be.

Russ and Chap talk about how they came to surrender to the program and finally accept the help they both desperately needed.