Do you ever walk into church feeling like everyone can see your guilt? Like you don’t belong there because of your past? Maybe you sit in worship holding back tears, afraid that if you let them fall, everyone will know what you’ve done. If you’ve ever felt that tension — loving church but dreading the emotions it brings up — this episode is for you.

In this heartfelt conversation, Brittany shares her own experience of what it was like to attend church after her abortion — when every sermon and worship song seemed to stir emotions she had worked so hard to bury. She opens up about the fear of being “found out,” the discomfort of feeling exposed, and how she eventually realized those emotions weren’t something to hide… they were part of her healing.

You’ll hear how God used the church — not as a place of shame, but as a hospital for her heart. Through Scripture and story, Brittany reminds listeners that when emotions rise in church, it’s not punishment — it’s the Holy Spirit working within you.

In this episode, you’ll learn:

Why emotional reactions in church often signal healing, not condemnation

How to see church as a safe space for your grief and growth

Three powerful scriptures to help you embrace your emotions and rest in God’s grace

Your tears don’t disqualify you — they’re evidence that God is mending what’s been hurt. Church is for you, friend. It’s where God meets you in the middle of your mess and leads you toward peace.

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