hi hello ! 

it feels good to be back and recording again! (hopefully you can tell I'm getting more comfy on the mic haha) this week I'm tapping into my control freak nature, social anxiety, and really address why i am the way that i am lol. I'ts easier said than done, but sometimes we just need a break from thinking so much. 

i love you guys and i hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving! I'm thankful for you guys and your constant support for ITABT <3

!! disclaimer, i dropped out of college and jason went back to school. BUT we dove deep into life post grad (the typical span of the 4 years after high school AND after college) we also dove deep into toxic relationships with friends and family. 

everyones post grad life is different and we all chose different paths from one another, but that doesn't mean one is better than the other. don't forget to live life under your terms. you don't owe anyone anything, but yourself to build a life that will make you and future you happy <3 

we LOVED recording this episode and got to really put our hearts out there so we hope anyone who choses to listen really connects with and enjoys it :) 

the heavy breathing is borderline concerning, but its just bc i was nervous af in this episode lol. 

i get a lil personal in this, but i hope it can shed some light for people who aren't molding into the generic dating patterns like our society is right now. nothing wrong with casual dating btw! it's just personally not for me and im okay with it! there is a certain sense of fomo and an unreliable aspect to it on my part, but at the end of the day, i am happy with the way i am navigating my life and how it best suits me :) 

also shout out to my friend jon for my cute new little jingle! go check him out on insta!! @westcoatmusic

ya'lllll it's human to want affection and you don't have to change your body or personality that isn't authentic to who you are to feel like you can be with somebody. it's important to not feel ashamed of your past AND present struggles ❤️ also shedding some light on friend crushes bc they're hard to navigate and i feel you if you've been in this position lol. 

my birthday is coming up so I've been feeling weird about my stage in life rn. its not where i expected to be, but I'm not mad it. as for half-assed friendships, its important to find friends that give you the same energy you give them. enjoy!<3

i talked about 200 different topics today lol. i promise i kept it short n sweet. seriously this episode is only half an hour! not even! 

enjoy! <3