If you have ever desired something so deeply only to face closed doors time and time again, you know the heartbreak, disappointment and confusion those seasons bring. Maybe you felt angry at God and wondered what He's doing and if He is even trustworthy. If that's you, this episode will certainly validate those feelings and speak to the questions and longings of your heart. Today, I am joined by my sweet friend Megan Smalley. Megan owns Scarlet & Gold, a multifaceted business based in Auburn, AL and she is the mom of three beautiful boys. I actually came across Megan's story several years ago on social media. Megan spoke openly and honestly about her very painful and difficult struggle with infertility and also about dealing with burnout in her business. She made a very difficult and extremely honest post about how she sensed the Lord was calling her to step away from her thriving business, possibly for a season, possibly forever and that in obedience to that she was literally shutting down Scarlet & Gold. Thankfully, the Lord did eventually lead her to pick the business back up and it is still thriving today. I remember being shocked but also so inspired by her willingness to be open and vulnerable with anyone who wanted to listen. I loved her heart for the Lord and for helping people and often found encouragement and inspiration in her words. A few years later, the Lord would allow our paths to cross and a friendship to form - something I will forever be grateful for. As Megan shares her story today, no matter what season you find yourself in, you will find such wisdom her words as we talk about business ownership, motherhood and other just basic life issues. But if you are in the depths of waiting and longing - not knowing how the story will end, you will find compassion and understanding in her words and as you listen, it is our prayer that you will encounter the hope and peace and trust that can only come from the Lord and lifting your eyes to Him, especially on the darkest of days. For more information on Megan or Scarlet & Gold, visit: https://www.megansmalley.com/