This past Saturday night a  soul has gone on  to another realm of existence within the authority for which God has designed for it to move into. My grandfather Hollis right is absent from his body so I can only imagine that he's present with the Lord. My grandfather was a me no soul and a lot of cases. But he came from the old school and as I talked to him and built their relationship with him I realize more and more that he was all bark and no bite. He loved his kids and grandkids dearly taught me a lot of things about history. I enjoyed some of those quote unquote fireside chats talking about the way things were when he lived in a time of good food good eats and a black man making it and working hard was a thing to truly be proud of. My grandmother died a couple years ago and in both cases they lived well beyond a 70 years promise to them. And although my grandfather was truly ready to go in the past couple months of his life as the throat cancer ate up his lungs and also ate into his spirit. The thought of him dying at an old age still didn't take the sting of death and the unanswered question. What will life after death be for him. Will he bring flowers and sunshine to my grandmother that saying welcome home welcome home my sweet baby. What a dance to the moonlight in a celestial stars and find themselves in love again. Will he even recognize my grandmother as she's more than likely transformed him to her youthful self I'm sure he would. What would life be for him after death? What are you sing in the choir and play the tambourine? I don't think so he didn't do it here on Earth. But I guess most poetically and the thing that matters most will God say “well done my good and faithful servant in you I am well pleased.”

 It all started in a little town of Tallahassee Florida yep home of the Rattlers and the Florida State Seminoles. Me myself Uncle Reece Demetrius, Antareo and a few other brothers got together in Reese’home his two bedroom apartment at a time to talk about the love of God to worship and discuss things that pertained to young black men in our walk with Christ. It was a fascinating thing for me all of us were in our twenties and a young black male growing up in a foster care system and being adopted I had a lot of things that I personally did not want to share. But this small group of young black men full of the love of God gave me reason to share those things to be healed of some, while others are still struggling with to this day. Ask Maurice Hicks let these particular small group sessions really church at home I always saw him being as charismatic individual high energy high leadership and definitely anointed. His worship was for real. 

 Uncle Reece tried out a few songs at a few churches local churches of course in Tallahassee and us his fellow brothers in arms with him to quite a bit of those churches. So we're talking about circa 2010-2011 Maybe at this time this is probably about 2 years before he blew up. And boy did he have the religious folks on his backs. Literally there was churches that bought his albums just to stump on them because they said that it was devil's music LOL. Mind you the whole time he was talking about Jesus but because they didn't understand neither did a conceptualize that you can rap to a beat about God they scorned him from the church. But I believe there was in that moment going to those churches with Maurice that he saw me as a true faithful brother something that I didn't really think that much of. I mean at the end of the day I'm I'm a Leo so most of us Leo's a loyal people. But he always talked about the one moment that I stood at that door asking requested I never moved kind of like when you think of when God commands an angel to stay in post and not to move until he commands. You know there is truth when the Bible says that to be done on having it it is on Earth. Either way that was a moment that Maurice saw me as not just a brother but someone he could depend on as he moved forward we're trying to get anybody to play his songs around town and beyond.

 I said this last year one of my YouTube shorts when it came down to Nick Saban and I'll say it again this guy is anti n i l name is likeness. But I can't really fault Nick Saban as the coach you really have to go back to the American system of doing things when it comes down to profiting off of the cheapest labor that you can find and making the greatest book off of those individuals I.e capitalism. Capitalism is at its core definition to capitalize on someone else's atrocities. And or having less than to make it sound prettier. It's the same reason why a company would pay a worker 10 to $12 an hour while they rake in $115 off that same worker or more of course. Nick Saban is no different. He and his team recruited players from all hoods mostly the black hoods that were impoverished that lived off of a pipe dream that one day they'll make the NFL. And granted a lot of his players did make the NFL but unfortunately only 1% of his players will have a career in NFL past 2 years. Don't believe me Google it and it's not just in Alabama thing it's overall in sports especially football. 

Nick Saban was the most anti-nil coach there was out there. She preached from the mountain tops how much she hate it the new deals that the NCAA allowed to be to be orchestrated. By the way just put yourself in the shoes of these players if somebody makes a video game put your image in there put your name in there put your likeness in there wouldn't you want to be compensated for it. By the way I believe this new deal that NCAA did with football by EA sports is a travesty they're paying the players $600 and give them a free game like what kind of BS payment is that. But I digress cuz a lot of you say hold it wasn't even paying them at all I did the math it came out to a whopping I believe 36 million dollar investment by EA sports they'll make that 36 million back within the first month of them releasing a new version of NCAA sports games. 

The Grammy award-winning artist known as Kanye West is back with a number one selling album all over the world and a lot of people from a certain community are not too happy with that. His new album titled vultures is a collaboration album of sorts with ty Dolla sign being his main collaborator on just about all of his songs and an assortment of other artists. But the roll out to becoming number one did not come easy for Ye. Apple music dropped him for at least a short window of time. And it was also hard for him to be streamed on some of the other streaming platforms. Is this an agenda that was sought and failed by the powers that be. Or was this  just Kanye being Kanye. 

I think Kanye was right everything that  he said what happened to him by the most powerful people expanding beyond the music industry happened to him. This dude lost the millions of dollars lost his bank account or it was frozen with Goldman and sacks I believe lost tons of relationships with people all because of what he said about a certain group of people.  Now I am no proponent of what Ye had said. And I think he did say quite a bit but there was a lot of Truth in some areas of what he said. But unfortunately sometimes the truth gets dwindled down with the delivery and oftentimes his delivery just did not rub a certain people the right way. He did a song some years ago how could one man have all his power I think he saw it. 

America has a love affair with bothering black people. America is the police state that none of us ask for. I mean at this point freedom might as well be called selective people are free when you have high priced attorneys. And are not  of the darker tone. The governor herself on him it said on MSNBC that mostly minorities ride a subway trains going to the lower wage paying jobs. So genius question number one who do you think is majorly going to be affected by these 750 guards and state troopers deep in these underground subway stations. Yep you got it minorities. This is stopping friends 3.0 1.0 started with disgraced criminal Rudy Giuliani. 2.0 is a cop lover's dream current mayor Eric Adams. And 3.0 is the governor that wears pants governor hutchel. Not one of them care about black people because if they did don't actually address the issues that stem to people creating criminal activities in the subway stations not by the enforcement of an extreme police state. 

New York City already has 36,000 police in the city and there's cameras all over the place I mean you can barely take a crap in New York City without a camera looking up your you know what. So when the governor says New York Governor by the way when she says we're going to add cameras to every subway station okay that's great but unfortunately cameras don't stop crying and neither does a person checking your bag if a criminal truly wants to be a criminal there's nothing that's going to stop a criminal for committing crime. By the way New York city mayor and New York and the New York State Governor are talking out of both Saturday next on one hand they're saying that crime is decreasing in the state of New York in particular New York City well on the other hand they're saying well there's a psychological measure of crime in the subways. 

As a black man in America can somebody please just get me a $100,000 which should be my reparation check maybe even more get me a ship and I'll take my happy black ass back to Africa well at least actually be my first time in Africa because I was born here in America so yeah let's get that part down right. I just get so sick and tired of seeing than Justice that are done against our people because that's what it is they're going to go after a few migrants that's been causing some trouble in the NYC but their favorite Boogeyman of all that this new thing is going to happen to with all of these troops being deployed in the city yeah black people. 

I'm not sure if being a gay black man in America is like taking that poison pill that you rather not take but you take it and everybody seem to come out of the light and shine you or something. But I guess that's kind of hard to describe because even when you have quote unquote consensual situations it's still rounds up to being the same thing.  Coming out of your undercover cage and confessing to the world or the world confessing into the world without your knowledge of your mail on male activities is oftentimes brought with much chatter too much dismay. And according to the most recent Port by producer Laura that worked on Diddy’s newest album The Love album. He allegedly exposed as a lot of people. And to the credit of the 70 something on a page Court filing by Lil rod and his attorney one said individual by the name of meek Mill was allegedly one of those individuals involved. Sadly and curiously meek Mill has gone on a blitz of a press tour on Twitter in regards to these particular alleged claims that didn't explicitly said his name but when you put two and two together a Philly rapper that dated Nicki Minaj. Well you make your own conclusion. 

Meek Mill has literally gone to digital war with DJ academics and anybody that he claims will dispatch his name he's went as far as seeing all the things he does with females. I mean like the comedic recently said meek Mill doesn't give a good case of why he's quote on quote  straight. But let's get back to the year 2024 why is this even a headline if he does like to poke his thing in a strange place. Why is it someone else's problem who you decide to sleep with why does it even matter. I'll tell you where it matters because I know a lot of black women have a lot of flamboyant gay black friends. They vehemently despise hearing that their niggq  fucks with other dudes. They themselves will kiss on other females have a brothel with another female change clothes in front of another female but if a dude says he likes his ass getting touched oh he's gay. 

So here we are the year 2024 once again we thought that these gay rumors and gay jokes and gay references and anything referring to the alphabet community would not be a headline making moment. But unfortunately it is just that one more headline making moment one more reason why dudes decide to be DL. One more reason why baby mamas is getting cheated with a dudes homeboys. Is because when a black man in America has any kind of inclination or give off any whisk of being homosexual. Then this is the moment the whole world stops for him and not in a good way. 

Donald j Trump hasn't laid out any real policies for a Black America but Black America specifically Black Men in Black America are starting to look on at Trump as the answer for well I don't know… I guess the answer regards to the immigration crisis that has plundered City budgets and primarily Democratic cities and in places like New York City has created a hostile environment between regular citizens and immigrants. 

The make America great again candidate has basically proposed a zero policy when it comes down to immigration and or immigrants here in America that zero policy basically means he don't want a single soul entering into our borders illegally and or legally otherwise. This policy does resonate with black people particularly black men why because we see immigrants getting $1,000 a month credit cards luxury hotels first class treatment while many black Americans many black poor Americans are sitting on the street waiting for a program such as this so where did the city money come from all of a sudden to help those that aren't even taxpayers. 

The reason I believe that Trump's America's first policy will resonate with the black community is because the black community is just sick and tired of hearing the Democrats banter about what they're going to do for black people at the time of election season but then don't do a damn thing when it actually comes to policy. A lot of blacks still remember those checks that had Donald Trump's name on it from the coronavirus yes we know of course Congress had to approve it which was a majority Democratic Congress but those things are optics that most people aren't going to see what they see is and what they feel are two different things. Mini black Democrats especially younger black Democrats feel betrayed by the Democratic party and especially young Muslim Democrats feel especially trade betrayed by the bottom administrations policy to not put in place a ceasefire and to continue to milk out billions of dollars for Israel and Ukraine. So in the eyes of many black people they see the US government is able to just magically print billions of dollars for all these people and yet to repair and or give reparations to the very individuals that they hurt the most right here in this country which was the original sin of slavery. 

 I'm not saying that Donald j Trump is going to be some savior of black people not at all the least Donald Trump has proven himself as a narcissist and self-centered individual that only cares about himself. But when you live in a republic because this is not a true democracy. We live in a republic with only two true options well unfortunately as we live with every election cycle you have to choose the better of the two evils. And right now A lot of people are looking at Trump as the better of the two evils even with his 90 something indictments and all the other gloriously bad things that we already know about Trump. Because in the eyes of many black males Donald j Trump is going to choose America first over the immigrants. 

Jason Whitlock needs a real job and no I'm not talking about the kind that constantly slanders and slings prime Time coach prime Time deion Sanders name. No I'm talking about a job that actually has Jason Whitlock talking about sports for a change or maybe he should join the Christian broadcast network since he pumps Christianity out like Lil pump pumps out rap music. Exactly my thoughts, who the hell is Lil pump and since when did Jason Whitlock become this super uber Conservative Christian. 

Not a week goes by that Jason Whitlock for which Stephen A Smith called him a big fat you know what and one of his podcast episodes after Jason Whitlock came after him and regards to what Jason Whitlock describes as false information to Stephen A Smith's New York times bestselling book. Now I'm no big fan of Stephen A Smith I think he's also allowed mouth is trying to get his ratings but at the end of the day Jason Whitlock is just overboard with the amount of insults the amount of gravity that he puts towards these episodes but hey I have a YouTube channel too so if that's what he feels is this winning formula then I guess that's his winning formula is it a real job I don't think so. 

A lot of times when Jason Whitlock talks about Shannon Sharpe he usually phrases it with well I like what the guys are doing at the club Chase and The nightcap and all that good stuff but then he starts going on tangents and basically throwing dirt on Shannon's name saying something about Shannon Sharpe pretending to be the Malcolm x of the media and this dad in the third so he highlights so he tries to pump up you know throw up a little good thing to say about Shannon Sharpe but then he goes in and it goes just into vitro when it comes down to his hatred for Shannon sharp butt there is no one on this planet I believe cuz I'm not in the mind of Jason Whitlock but there's no one on this planet I believe that Jason would like hates more than coach gold chain wearing deion Sanders. And according to a recent 101 conversation that Jason Whitlock had with Christian rapper D1 Jason Whitlock says he goes hard on Coach prime because of the fact that coach primes confession of Christianity and putting up Christian quotes on Twitter. Whatever Jason whitlock's excuse for going so hard after these three black men maybe he needs to just shut up and talk about sports again. 

 Your enemy is your enemy is my enemy of my friend. Jason Whitlock is playing a dangerous game of whack-a-mole. How many times can you talk about a person before that person has to respond back to him. The only problem is sometimes this type of visual that you have for an individual goals off of the online airwaves and into the streets. 

What was most disturbing about this video is that it highlighted black men bad white guy good. At least that was the acknowledgment when the cop showed up. Not only was this particular individual that accused this innocent black male to say the least of package stuff at his own place of business but the police were in kahoots with this particular individual that made this claim without doing a proper investigation. Now How many times have you heard this tape. 

So without the police department actually reviewing any video at least that's what it looks like according to the video that was released online without the police reviewing any particular video showing in fact that this manager did the crime that he was accused of they decided to put handcuffs behind his bag embarrass him and throw them behind the squad car either way. All based on a simple quote unquote hunch and or accusation by this white male Karen. 

What's amazing is the fact that this should have never happened because within 15 minutes of the conversation with the police department and a black man being accosted the package shows up. Yep you got that right the package that he was accused of stealing just didn't arrive on time. But the police being yeah slave patrol as they are couldn't help themselves to try to figure out some way to keep this black man locked up and throw him in jail instead of just apologizing to him and having them go on his way. They wanted to try to bring up something about he had a marijuana pen and try to throw some trumped-up charges on this particular blackmail manager because they had nothing else but embarrassment and shame of the fact that they didn't do any real police work and that starts with investigating. Time and time again you get these cops that show up on the side of white is right without doing any real investigation they see big tall black man he's big and bad let's throw away the key. All while working while black. And here's a kicker to the story this same black man lost his job at this particular company and did not a damn thing wrong he currently has a GoFundMe page to help so please donate to James Humphrey,GoFundMe.