Tjawangwa Dema is the author of two books of poetry, most recently The Careless Seamstress, which won the Sillerman First Book Prize. She is an Honorary Senior Research Associate at the University of Bristol and facilitates writing workshops around the globe. In addition to appearing in various journals and anthologies, selections of her work have been translated into languages including Spanish and German. She co-produces the Africa Writes literary festival in Bristol.
what is the heart of nothing but gesture?
we collapse meaning when we say sameness
everyone knows time is a hummingbird
scrumping seconds to hover over hunger
and who’s to say what’s worth keeping
I mean that it is having that becomes king –
old sickness so slow it’s molasses in the blood
time moves differently for the oppressed
and what fury it takes to keep things
is matched only by an equal fist
the midwife who asks the mother still bleeding –
small mouth stuck suckling firmly at her breast
her son alive but black –
what epitaph she has chosen to call him by
makes a warm leaving of this boy’s coming
she is echoing an old question
though she says she does not know it
the new mother searches for new language
the colony was there – fecund land
she wants to say Methuselah but the midwife writes
muscular time changing nothing
the midwife is with not alone in her question
like a hangman’s riddle asks
it is nothing to say the dead cannot resist
that they revolt but cannot do –
weighed down and fixed as they are
whatever else is consequence
while the colony shifts shape
something hisses and hums
not even nothing begets nothing.