A Better Father

First court date yesterday.  What I consider day five of the divorce proceedings.  Where is this at, and how do I feel?  How do you feel?

I look at what I need to do to keep moving forward.  I vent a little.  I get off track, but I find my way back in the end.  I hear my voice more in this one than I have in many others.

Here's the links to the other podcasts I mentioned in this episode:

https://www.3books.co/chapters/8

https://www.vox.com/ezra-klein-show-podcast

(Specifically: Emily Oster schools me on parenthood and The disillusionment of David Brooks)

Here's the running challenge I talked about:  #RWRunStreak

https://www.strava.com/clubs/289776

It's not easy taking it one day at a time.  I'm sad and I'm scared.  It's night right.  it's not okay.  If you are feeling that for any reason, on any level, then please know you are not alone.

I say this is episode 47, but it's really 48.  I put up that quick one to get one out.  This was almost lost.  I talk about my high school sweetheart and the person that was almost my first wife.

Just some thoughts.  Putting out into the world.

I catch up on where the process is and wax poetic about where I'M at.

"I'm at the level now where I'm done talking, it's just time to execute."

"Never spend your present time with someone you don't have a future with."

Yesterday was suppose to be the start of the rest of my daughter and my's life (was that a correct sentence?").  Next time, I'll explain what happened, but in the honor of keeping with the point and theme and process of this podcast, I will keep this up.  I'll build on it later and continue to walk through the process.  Thank you for listening and sticking with me.  It's time...

I figure out the answer to my question about being angry and upset.  And talk about looking to the good things.

I had this all figured out, then something went wrong.  My apologies for the delay in getting this out today.  I'll have to pay better attention when setting this to publish at a later time.

In this episode I look back at the times I misjudged, how I've changed the way I think about thins and how I process the way I'm experiencing life now... and then.

Here is the book I reference in this episode.  Don't forget to check your local library.  

https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/brave-not-perfect-reshma-saujani/1129030570?ean=9781524762339#/

I talk about my feelings from last week. I thinking about my upcoming birthday.

https://greatergood.berkeley.edu/podcasts