I’ve had this flight to Nashville booked for the past two months. It leaves in five hours… and I’m not sure I’m gonna get on it.

All of a sudden, I realize what’s holding me back isn’t rational decision making just because I don’t know where I’m going to sleep the next few nights, it’s actually my insecurity about the uncertainty of life and desperate subconscious attempts to force things to work out the way I planned.

That’s not the way life works and I need something to help me let go of my need to have it all figured out.

I need a curious endeavor.

Screw it… I’m boarding the damn flight.