In this powerful and deeply human episode, I sit down with Lily Crowder—artist, mother of four, grief coach, and author of A Monday in February—to talk about the unimaginable loss of her 15-year-old son, Ezekiel, to suicide.

Lily shares the truth of what those early days looked like, the terrifying stillness of grief, and the moments that slowly stitched her back together. She opens up about marriage after loss, parenting surviving children, rebuilding faith, and the radical idea that grief is simply love in another form.

Together, we explore the stigma around suicide, how to start honest conversations with teens, and the practical steps every parent should know.

This is an episode for anyone who has walked through grief, loves someone who is grieving, or wants to understand how to show up with compassion and courage.

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