yes, I’ve changed…
I’ve changed from that person,
that you all may not even know about,
or ever met… but I’ve dealt with them
for years upon years and their agony.
the past of me, still haunts me
although I’ve created a new space,
a new world and a new life,
but by the end of the night,
my past & I are still holding a fight.
It’s holding me, struggle with ocd.
anxiety and depression also in the room,
Imagine getting bullied in the mind,
it’s harder than actual bullies,
cause you can actually avoid them,
if you scared you can hide,
but with these type of bullies…
you’re not hard to find.
my mental won’t let me fly,
many days I want to die,
but I’ve learn to love myself,
if I’m not there, at least I’ve tried.
if your reading this, I love you.
and we’ll get better within in time.
it’s us, and we’ll win… do or die,
but be glad with yourself
“We’ve changed, it’s a new U&I”