A Postdoc's Journal

EPISODE 3: I BLAME MYSELF

In this episode, we jump to the middle of March 2012—about six weeks into my 'new' postdoc. At this point, I had started working more in the lab. Nothing was working, and I thought it was all my fault. I started burning myself out and experiencing depressive symptoms. I had no energy left for building a social life, but I tried anyway.

Timestamps:

• [00:00] - Intro
• [02:22] - Reading
• [07:55] - Discussion
• [22:29] - Outro

Key issues discussed:

• Depression
• Negative bias
• Wider problems in academia
• Anger

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EPISODE 2: FEELING SELF-CONSCIOUS

In this episode, we jump February 2012—about two weeks into my new postdoc. In this entry, I'm agonizing over whether to go to a conference or not, and I try to figure out my place in my new research group...and in Germany.

Timestamps:

• [00:00] - Intro
• [02:53] - Reading
• [07:04] - Discussion
• [14:05] - Outro

Key issues discussed:

• Anxiety when joining a new group
• Insecurity

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EPISODE 3: I BLAME MYSELF

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EPISODE 1: FEELING OUT OF MY DEPTH

In this episode, we jump a cold, grey December day in 2011. This is the day after my postdoc job interview. Despite being offered the job on the spot, my confidence was not running high.

Timestamps:

• [00:00] - Intro
• [02:47] - Reading
• [06:17] - Discussion
• [12:39] - Outro

Key issues discussed:

• Negative internal narrative
• Impostor syndrome
• My identity as a scientist
• Contending with failure

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EPISODE 2: FEELING SELF-CONSCIOUS

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EPISODE 0: INTRODUCTION

In this episode, I will introduce explain what the podcast is, why I'm doing it, and who it is for. I will also introduce myself!

Timestamps:

• [00:00] - Intro
• [01:00] - What is a Postdoc's Journal?
• [02:47] - Why am I doing this podcast?
• [05:02] - Who is this podcast for?
• [07:00] - Who is Simit Patel, PhD?
• [09:02] - What you can expect in the upcoming episodes

For more information about the podcast and for my contact information, please visit https://a-postdocs-journal.captivate.fm/

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Next up: EPISODE 1: FEELING OUT OF MY DEPTH

A trailer for my new podcast: A Postdoc's Journal. A podcast by Simit Patel, PhD.

Each week, I will read out entries from my own personal journal from back when I was a postdoc. Then I reflect on it, analyze it, and try to make sense of it with the benefit of hindsight.

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