Feeling embarrassed but excited to story tell.  Ryuusei decided to share about his love relationship in this not so private journal.

Ryuusei worked 16 hours per day for 4 days straight this week. Talk about work life balance. In this chapter, Ryuusei shares about this bizarre experience and what he learned from this week.

During Ryuusei's past weekend, he was approached by one of his friends that seeks Ryuusei's advice in becoming a Vtuber. Ryuusei is reluctant at first because of his insufficient experience in becoming one but later on he is still able to deliver his own perspective about being a Vtuber to his dear friend.

Looking back at his journal, Ryuusei realizes that he has grown by a little while continuing on this journal. He also shares his thoughts on why this journal is actually effective on him.

Ryuusei recently came across few remarkable people in his life and they taught him a valuable lesson about regrets in life.

In this chapter, Ryuusei talks about his current struggles in which he is also trying his best to overcome them with patience.

Being a Vtuber has completely changed Ryuusei's life. Although he is faced with tremendous challenges, he still has that bit of fire inside him that's actually pushing him forward. After sharing about his current progress on the social platforms, he talks about how being a Vtuber has actually affected his life in reality.

Discipline is one of those topics where Ryuusei reluctant to talk about because its probably his greatest letdown when things require discipline. In this chapter, Ryuusei shares about why he is so afraid of discipline.

In this chapter, Ryuusei talks about his contents on TikTok and how he feels about them. Later on, he also shares about his idea of going into a diet plan ???

Ryuusei finally posted his first video on TikTok after mentioning for so long in his journal. In addition to that great news, Ryuusei also did something today that he will never forget for the rest of his life.