In this chapter, Ryuusei speaks up about his inner guilt during his journey to become a Vtuber. 

Ryuusei drank a bit too much Sake at a sushi bar. Despite being tipsy, he still determines to update his journal as usual. 

Being honest to yourself is pretty much the hardest thing to do in life. Nevertheless, Ryuusei still decided to record down his current insecurities in his journal.

In this chapter, Ryuusei defines his own terms for being successful in life. Not really a popular opinion but it works fine for Ryuusei currently. 

In this chapter, Ryuusei again shares his content ideas in this journal. Apart from feeling guilty because of procrastination, he still goes on to brainstorm new ideas whenever he can.

In this chapter, Ryuusei shares about how yesterday's debut had actually affected his life. Apart from that, Ryuusei had also planned out a new approach to enter TikTok.

Ryuusei has finally debuted on YouTube. In this chapter, Ryuusei shares his afterthought about his first ever livestream. 

Ryuusei's Youtube Debut is just around the corner. In this chapter, he shares about his current obstacles and how he will overcome them at the end.

In this chapter, Ryuusei talks about his currently lifestyle and what's gonna happen to his current busy life if he officially started his Youtube journey.

In this chapter, Ryuusei finally has decided on his debut date (18th of October) and he also shared his plans and ideas to produce his first upcoming livestream content. He is nervous but strangely excited to go live for the first time in his life.