Acting Truths

I answer questions about my experience of orgasmic meditation and describe a breakdown of the steps and techniques involved in the practice.

What does one feel tying or being tied by the other? How does this relate to the solitude of quarantine, spirituality and the serendipity of finding things one does no overtly seek?

Jerwin Parker Roberto & I continue our previous conversation on goalessness. This time we dive deeper on experiences of being in the no-mind, the watcher, the emptiness that can allow a melting into the ocean of infinite totality.

This is the audio of the workshop I gave the Worldwide Festival of Erotic Living 2020. You can watch the video here if you like: https://youtu.be/gBAhI3Ln3-c

We talk about the differences and nuances of setting goals, having plans, schedules compared with feeling our way through life.

I talk about (1) what do we mean by "resentment"; (2) why when we tackle our resentments we're working on clarity and not just vision, self excavation and not just direct practice; and (3) what is spiritual by-pass.   I teach you the practice of Fear Inventory to help you excavate your resentments. I situate this practice within the integral model of cleaning up and how this relates to waking up (in particular spiritual bypass), growing up, and showing up.   Finally, I unpack cleaning up practices like shadow work, completing the uncompleted, restoring connections, de-armouring so we can deal with our projections, pretences and defences in a healthy way.

Amy and I talk around the challenges and opportunities facing Asian men and men in general as they navigate the world of Eros.

My friend Moritz Kerkmann Hood & I work within the limitations of language to describe our experience of what is it that happens when we project away from the present moment into the past or the future, into our shadow separated from us and this idea of hope for a better future or afterlife in a linear time that may not exist outside of our own projections and hallucinations of it.

I read a poem I wrote back in July 2004 after an Inner Space Interactive Sourcing session as a client. I reflect on the joy that vulnerability brings.

This is a poem I wrote in my native tongue, Tagalog, about the feeling of being ghosted in WhatsApp by someone I fancied.