so…i was officially diagnosed. but i really wanna talk about ASD invisibility & Graduate school accommodations. skressed child, skressed.

I can’t keep food down, I’m wasting money on food that I can’t bring myself to eat. I don’t want to stop what I’m doing to eat. I don’t want to eat but I’m sordidly hungry. Nothing helps, everything is closing in. Is this normal functioning?? (sorry for the background humming)

I rant about lack of friendships, not understanding friendships, not wanting friendships and all of its imbalances. Also! Calling myself out of my internal ableism. This is exhausting. TW: Self-Harm

Learn why I’d rather stay home. Also, thinking of my life with contextual words like ableism!

Choosing when and what to eat has really served as a challenge for me…ESPECIALLY when I’m on a schedule and i forget to schedule time to eat. This has gotten so bad that I’ve went to sleep hungry because I couldn’t make a decision or it was too late to eat. Anyways, have a listen. #timemanagement #executivedysfunction #autisticinertia

I really need to come to terms with my true social abilities & desires. This episode is evidence of that.

since speculating autism in myself, i’ve been thinking of my childhood self through that lens i speak of. were they autistic traits or was i just an oddball weird kid?

A recollection of my first experience of autistic burnout… Of course I didn’t know it to be that at the time. Yet, here we are.