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Pit Stop” – In this episode, I reflect on my journey from Russia to Mongolia, and now to here, and the rollercoaster of emotions that came with it. Leaving everything behind—family, friends, and a place where I had built so much—was one of the hardest decisions I’ve ever made. Yet, despite the struggles, I can’t help but feel this move is the right one. Season two of my podcast has been a game changer for me. It’s been a decision I’ll forever consider one of the best things I’ve done, as it’s introduced me to so many incredible people and opened my mind to new perspectives.

But, like all transitions, it’s not easy. Leaving the country was hard, especially with so many dreams and projects I couldn’t bring to life. There were things I couldn’t control, and it was time for change. Mentally, physically, and spiritually, the past months have been a test, but one I’ve learned so much from.

Now, in here everything’s different. And while I’m not fully ready for what’s ahead and feel a bit of anxiety, I’m excited for what this new chapter holds. It’s all about growth, change, and chasing my dreams. And, of course, it’s all for one reason—being closer to Justin Bieber.

In this episode, I talk about every detail, every up and down, and how I’m navigating this transition. It’s raw, real, and honest. One day, I know I’ll look back at this moment and see how far I’ve come. And hey, maybe we’ll record something great again down the line.”

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EPISODE 23 — All There Is With Kirito

Title: “Aricoyote: music, mind & making it all work”

Welcome to Episode 23 of Season 2. This one? It’s special. It’s actually the longest episode I’ve ever recorded — almost 3 hours — and I swear, every minute is worth it.

My guest this time is Ari, and she does it all. She’s the singer for two bands — Deep Sea Vincents and Deaf__Cats, studies psychology with the goal of becoming a therapist, works full-time at a coffee company (she knows her beans, trust me), and DJs on the side. Like… how??

We started with her childhood — school, sports, being that quiet, observant kid — and how all of that somehow led her to music. She told me when and why she started singing, and how she balances her creativity with the chaos of adult life. Her routine is packed, but she somehow finds time to make space for herself, her art, and her mind.

We also got into what it feels like to be on stage — performing in front of hundreds or thousands of people — and what that kind of visibility does to your soul. She shared her take on happiness, “me time,” feeling alive, and how she makes it all mean something.

Ari gave me a full breakdown of her real daily routine. No fake “I wake up at 5 AM” BS. Just raw, honest, this-is-what-it’s-really-like when you’re juggling music, work, mental health, and trying to stay inspired in a world that moves way too fast.

We got into how she makes time for herself, how she keeps up with creativity, and how it actually feels being a solo artist inside two completely different bands. Like… how do you even have the capacity to do all that and still show up as yourself?

Since it’s Mental Health Awareness Month, we dove deep. We talked about anxiety, depression, social burnout, and how studying psychology changes the way she sees people (and herself). She was super honest about the good and bad parts of being someone who feels everything.

Then, of course, we touched on love, womanhood, relationships — the “what do women want from men” convo — and why it’s hard out here. We unpacked her thoughts on emotional connection, future partners, and why most men just… aren’t quite it yet. 😅

We wrapped with some real talk about society — the lives we want to live vs. the ones we’re told we should. It’s raw, thoughtful, and a little messy in the best way.

love, womanhood, and the male gaze

Whew… this part got deep. We talked about womanhood, relationships, and why it’s so damn hard to find emotionally intelligent men (like… WHERE are they hiding?). Ari opened up about her family, her friends, and what kind of romantic relationship she actually wants.

We asked the big questions:

What do women want from men?

Why do so many fall short?

Can we predict our future partners?

And what does it take to feel seen and loved without losing yourself in the process?

Spoiler alert: it’s complicated. But it’s also beautiful. And Ari’s perspective? Refreshing as hell.

Ari is talented, kind, funny, beautiful, hardworking, and a total multitasker. I admire her so much, and I think you will too.

So yeah — get comfy. Sip on something. This episode is a whole experience.

If you love it, share it. Send it to a friend. Let it sit with you.

Love you.

– kirito 🖤

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Welcome back to the 22nd episode of Season 2 of All That Is With Kirito.

This time, I sat down with someone incredibly special—Eukarion, a powerhouse freelancer and Photoshop artist who’s been grinding hard to turn her passion into a profession. What started as just casual editing turned into a full-time career path, and she did it all by herself—after quitting dental school. Yep… five years deep into becoming a dentist, she dropped it all to chase a dream no one fully understood but her.

We talked about everything—from the tension with her strict family over that life-altering decision, to how she wakes up every single day ready to improve her skills in editing and photo manipulation. Her journey is raw and real: full of hustle, heartbreak, and hella resilience.

At the beginning, we unpacked why she chose the freelance path, and how that bold decision shaped not just her career, but her identity. She opened up about the emotional rollercoaster—days when the client feedback hits hard, the late nights questioning her worth, the imposter syndrome. But also? The tiny wins. Her first Photoshop salary. The moment she started paying for things herself. The slow, silent pride in her parents’ eyes.

We went deep into her work life too—why she’s changed jobs, the lessons she’s taken from each place, and what it really means to be a good colleague and a good friend in the chaotic world of freelancing. There’s a lot of power in being adaptable, and Eukarion owns that skill.

And of course… our favorite topics made their way in:

Mental health. Anxiety. ADHD. What it’s like being a woman in 2025. Dating. Relationships. Money. Purpose.

How do you survive your twenties with grace when everything feels like it’s crashing around you? Eukarion doesn’t sugarcoat anything—she talks about crying alone in a toilet , how those dark days almost broke her, and what kept her moving forward.

We talked about self-worth. About how hard it is to prove yourself to the people who raised you. And about that moment when you finally look around and realize—“Damn. I’m actually doing it. I’m living.”

Even though this episode was recorded back in January, some parts of her private life have changed. Because—let’s be honest—life moves fast. But her soul? Still the same. Still fighting, still grateful.

We also touched on the importance of physical health, how we treat our bodies, and how both mental and physical self-care aren’t luxuries—they’re survival tools.

And to wrap it up, we explored her bucket list—what she wants to achieve in the next 2–3 years, what kind of future she’s building, and how deeply she wants to be a mom someday. The way she’s already planning for it? Genuinely inspiring.

So yeah. This one’s for the dreamers. The late-night hustlers. The girls figuring it out as they go.

If you’ve ever felt lost, behind, or like your dreams are too loud for the life you’re living—this episode is for you

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Welcome back to Episode 21 of Season 2.

This one hit different. I sat down with Panda—a dancer who’s been moving from the streets to the stage since 2010. He started his own dance team at just 15, which is wild when you think about it. Now, he’s leading the Onyx Show Team, repping Erdenet City all the way from Turkey.

But this episode isn’t just about dance—it’s about growth, purpose, responsibility, and becoming a man in a world that doesn’t always teach you how.

We talked about what it means to lead—not just a team, but a movement. He’s out here branding not only himself and his crew, but putting Mongolia on the map in a totally new way. He’s mentoring the younger generation, helping kids believe they can actually live off their passion—and that energy? It’s powerful.

And yeah, we got personal. Mental health, trust issues, leadership—how to stay strong when you’re the one everyone leans on, even when you’re struggling inside.

Of course, we talked about girls too. But not just surface stuff—we talked about how a man should love, respect, and understand a woman. We both believe real love means listening, learning, giving space, being present. But we also flipped the question: why do people always blame men when things go wrong in relationships? Why don’t we talk more about accountability on both sides? It was one of those conversations that felt overdue—two grown men talking honestly about connection, balance, and mutual respect.

Then he opened up about his family. He’s not just chasing dreams—he’s raising a family. A husband, a dad of two. And hearing how seriously he takes those roles? You could feel it. He talked about wanting to be the kind of man his kids can be proud of. The kind of partner that grows, learns, and shows up fully. It’s not always easy, but he’s in it for real.

There was a moment mid-convo where he described performing in Turkey—lights flashing, the crowd wild—and then he just said, “Our goal is Vegas. Not for the clout, but to prove someone from Erdenet City deserves that stage.” That gave me chills.

And beyond the glitz, he’s using dance to tell stories. About saving water, loving the planet, protecting children—big messages, real heart.

And honestly? That’s not even the half of it. There were so many layers we explored—as two men navigating life, identity, relationships, legacy. This one’s full of real talk, soft moments, hard truths, and everything in between.

You’re gonna feel this one.

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When did being seen start to matter more than being okay?”

This episode isn’t polished or wrapped up with a perfect message. It’s just me being honest about the mess. So if you’ve ever created something and felt like it still wasn’t enough… or if you’ve been chasing that next hit of “I matter”—this one’s for you.

Let’s talk about the thing we all feel but rarely say out loud: the constant chase. That hit of dopamine when someone replies to your story, when a post does well, when someone tells you “you’re doing great.” The validation, the attention, the little high we get from being seen—even for a second.

In this episode, I get into the messy cycle of chasing dopamine in everyday life. Whether it’s refreshing your Instagram, obsessing over who viewed your TikTok, waiting for someone to text back, or needing constant productivity to feel worthy—this is for you. The feeling of not being enough unless something or someone is giving you a reason to feel good? Yeah… been there. Still there sometimes.

I talk about the emotional spiral that happens when the high fades and you’re left wondering, “Do I even like myself without all this noise?” This isn’t a guide or a lecture—it’s just a real conversation about what it means to want more, feel empty, and still show up anyway.

If you’ve ever felt addicted to the rush, unsure of your worth, or just… tired of always needing something to prove you’re okay—this one’s for you.

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People come and go, but… um, what now? Ever had someone just disappear from your life? A friend, a lover, maybe even yourself? In this episode, it’s just me—no guest, no distractions—talking about the weird, gut-punching reality of people walking in and out of our lives like it’s a revolving door. Why does it always feel so personal? Why do some goodbyes hurt more than others? And most importantly… how do we not lose ourselves in the process? Let’s unpack this mess together. Buckle up

and of course as a usual I yapped the other things except the topic 

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Episode 20 – Urangoo: The Art of Fashion

Twenty episodes into All That Is With Kirito—and I’m still in awe of how each conversation reveals something new. For this special 20th episode, I had the honor of sitting down with Urangoo, a truly unique artist and designer whose creativity knows no bounds. She’s not just a fashion designer—she paints, writes, and crafts art in every medium imaginable, giving life to ideas that are deeply personal and profoundly expressive.

In our conversation, we explored the origins of her journey into the arts. Urangoo shared why she chose fashion as her platform, revealing how it became a way for her to communicate her soul’s deepest thoughts. But her work isn’t just about creating beautiful clothes—it’s about telling a story, about capturing emotion and meaning in every stitch, every design. Her work has a depth that sets her apart from other designers, focusing on authenticity over trends and using fashion as a vehicle for self-expression rather than conformity.

We also dived into the more intimate side of her life—the experiences that shaped her, from childhood memories to the small but powerful acts of giving and receiving that influence her art. For Urangoo, the personal and the professional are intertwined. Her creative process is rooted in her life’s journey, and we explored how her personal growth informs her designs. The conversation wasn’t just about clothes, but about what shapes us as people—the moments that define us and how they’re translated into art.

As we talked more about her life as an independent artist, Urangoo opened up about the challenges of balancing passion with reality. Living as a designer is not without its struggles, but her unwavering commitment to her craft has kept her on track. We discussed her past dreams and how they’ve evolved, the highs and lows of being your own boss, and how she defines happiness. For Urangoo, it’s about staying true to yourself, pushing through the challenges, and never losing sight of the bigger picture.

This episode was more than just a conversation about fashion—it was about life itself. It was about pursuing your passion, staying authentic in a world full of distractions, and finding meaning in the little things. Urangoo’s story is a powerful reminder that true art isn’t just about what we create; it’s about how we live and express our unique journeys.

I can honestly say this conversation stayed with me long after we finished recording, and I hope it resonates with you too. Whether you’re an artist or simply someone looking to live authentically, Urangoo’s perspective is one that will inspire you to keep pushing, keep creating, and keep being true to who you are.

Her creativity extends beyond art—she’s also an author, bringing her vision to life through the pages of her book on fashion. Her perspective blends style, storytelling, and self-expression in a way that’s truly unique.

I don’t want to spoil everything, because this is a conversation you need to experience for yourself…

Mental Health, Relationships, Environment, Society, Communications between men and women 

So, get comfortable, grab your favorite drink, and let’s dive into this episode with Urangoo

This isn’t just a podcast—this is a space for us.

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We’ve made it to episode 19 of Season 2—how insane is that? Almost twenty deep, real, and unforgettable conversations. It’s dropping on March 8th—International Women’s Day. A day that holds history, power, and resilience. If you’ve been here for this season, you know most of my guests have been women—strong, bold, and unapologetically themselves. So it only feels right to dedicate this episode to a conversation that digs even deeper.

This time, I sat down with Zayaa, and what we created wasn’t just a podcast episode—it was a journey, a mirror, a reflection of so many of our own thoughts and struggles. A 140-minute deep dive into her past, her growth, her battles, and her vision for the future.

We started with her childhood and high school years—those moments that shape us before we even realize it. Friendships, trust, first heartbreaks, the thrill of discovering something new—whether it’s the meaning of loyalty or the confusion of dealing with emotions for the first time. We talked about the innocence of growing up and how those years mold our understanding of the world.

Zayaa had one goal: to become a flight attendant. She was passionate, ready to take off—until something changed. She left it behind. What made her walk away from something she worked so hard for? Was it fear? A sudden realization? A decision she regrets or one she stands by? She opened up about that crossroads moment—where life forces you to make a choice that defines your path moving forward.

And then, we went even deeper—into the battles we fight internally.

Mental health.

Anxiety. Overthinking. The kind of thoughts that creep in at night when everything goes quiet. The pressure to have it all figured out. Zayaa didn’t hold back. She talked about her struggles with social anxiety, the weight of expectations, and the journey of trying to feel at peace within herself.

She’s been working on becoming a “chill girl”—not just on the outside, but inside, where it really counts. Is it working? Is it helping? She shared her experiences, what’s been helping her heal, and the small but powerful ways she’s changing her lifestyle to bring herself peace and clarity.

And, of course, we talked about men.

The beautiful, messy, confusing reality of relationships—from the highs of love to the heartbreaks that shake us to our core. We explored the lessons learned, the red flags ignored, and the ways relationships can shape who we are.

But then, we asked the bigger question:

Can we really live the life we dream of? Can we afford it? Can we work hard enough to reach it? And if we do—is it even worth it?

And finally, we arrived at the heart of this episode—what it truly means to be a woman in this world.

The expectations. The struggles. The battles we fight just to take up space.

On International Women’s Day, it’s not just about celebration—it’s about recognition. About questioning the systems around us. About pushing forward despite everything.

I don’t want to spoil everything, because this is a conversation you need to experience for yourself… So grab your headphones, get comfortable, and dive into this episode.

If it resonates with you, share it—with your friends, your group chats, your sisters, your mom. Let’s keep these conversations going.

Because this isn’t just a podcast—this is a space for us.

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Hello, March! Hello, Spring!

March always feels like a fresh start-the air shifts, the days grow lighter, and there’s this quiet energy of new beginnings. And today? It’s not just any new beginning. It’s a milestone.

The 18th episode of Season 2 of All That Is With Kirito is officially out! I can’t believe how much this little space has grown in just over three months. More guests are coming, more stories are waiting to be told, and I’m beyond grateful.

But this episode? This one is special.

Meet This Week’s Guest - A Story of Passion, Pressure & Perseverance: Sophia 

This week, I sat down with an actress -our first guest who truly knows the entertainment industry. From childhood, she lived and breathed dance. It was her identity, her escape. But life had other plans, and she faced a tough choice: stay a dancer or step into the unknown-acting.

Did she ever regret leaving dance? How did she navigate the pressures of school, family expectations, and the industry itself?

She shared the brutal reality of university life’s 7 AM to midnight, 24/7, for four years. Competing against others, battling mental health struggles, handling finances, relationships, and the pressure to succeed in an industry that doesn’t always welcome you.

And after all that? The real world hit harder than she ever expected or not?

No professors. No structure. Just the overwhelming uncertainty of adulthood. Was it worth it? Did she ever feel like giving up? And if she did- how did she find her way back?

We talked about burnout, staying authentic in a world full of egos, and finding love. What does she look for in a partner? What does she want in a lifetime relationship? She opened up about the little things, the deep things the moments that make love worth believing in.

But I won’t spoil everything. You need to hear it for yourself.

Why This Episode Matters Even More A-Birthday Tribute to Someone Who Changed Everything

There’s a reason I invited her today.

March 1st. This day is more than just a date-it’s the birthday of someone who changed my life. Someone whose music, journey, and resilience have been a guiding light for me.

Happy Birthday, Justin Bieber

My guest and I have known each other since 2018 or 2019 through my page Mongolian Beliebers. For the last 40-50 minutes of this episode, we did what felt natural we talked about Justin.

We shared what he means to us, the journey of being a Belieber, and how his music became the soundtrack to our lives. And if you’ve been here since Season 1, you already know Justin isn’t just an artist to me. He’s family. A big brother I never met but one who has inspired me, comforted me, and given me the strength to believe in myself.

So here it is. Episode 18. A mix of passion, struggle, dreams, and a tribute to someone who has given so much to this world.

I hope you listen. I hope you feel something. And if you do-share it. Share it with a friend, a fellow Belieber, or anyone who needs to hear this conversation.

And get ready because the next episode? It’s another special one. A tribute to women, for International Women’s Day.

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Welcome back to the 17th episode of Season 2! This time, I had an amazing conversation with Ari’s the tallest guest to ever join my podcast. Not only that, but this is also officially the longest episode we have recorded so far, a full two-hour deep dive into everything you could possibly imagine. And trust me, it’s worth every minute.

I don’t want to spoil her bachelor’s degree just yet, but what I can tell you is that Ari is an extroverted, hilarious, and incredibly sharp person. Her sense of humor is on point, which is probably why our conversation expanded into so many different directions.

We started off light, talking about her daily routines ”how she navigates her mornings, whether she’s a night owl or an early riser, and what little habits bring her joy. From there, we spiraled into a discussion about happiness: What does it really mean? Is it a choice or a circumstance? That naturally led us to astrology our takes on horoscopes, whether zodiac signs actually define personality traits, and the endless debate of whether Scorpios are really as intense as people say.

Then we jumped into pop cultures Ari’s all-time favorite movie (which might surprise you), her favorite social media platform, and whether she thinks the internet is helping or hurting us in the long run.

But of course, we had to get into the big stuff. Is money really the most important thing in life? If not, then what is? We listed our personal top five most important things in life, and some of our answers might make you rethink your own.

We also had a long, deep conversation about relationships what it really takes to make a relationship last, what qualities make someone boyfriend material versus husband material, and whether finding your soulmate is actually as rare as people say. I even opened up about my past relationship, something I don’t do often on the podcast, and we unpacked what it takes to be in a relationship that truly lasts a lifetime.

Then came the unfiltered real talk about being a woman. Why is it actually so hard? Ari shared her thoughts on the financial struggles women face, the pressures of beauty standards, and the ongoing battle of dealing with periods every single month. We even talked about the concept of a woman’s mermaid time (if you know, you know).

One of my favorite parts was discussing friendships between men and women—Can they ever be purely platonic? Where do boundaries come in? What happens when one person catches feelings? We broke down every scenario.

To wrap things up, we talked about purpose What’s the real goal? What’s the plan for the next five years? And does anyone actually have it all figured out?

Mental Health...

This episode is packed with so many different angles, emotions, and perspectives. It’s funny, it’s deep, it’s honest, and it’s a conversation that just keeps unfolding.

So, get comfortable, grab your favorite drink, and let’s dive into this record-breaking episode with Ari.

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