J-Rod (drums) EEhOU (guitar)

I made this track in BandLab by sampling Tik Tok’s by the artists above.

Finally profanity’s match met

Funny I found it in

Profound truth

A cool pure replacement

Humanity

They’re not gonna side with you

They’ve been tricked

Chasing becoming then staying

A rich boss

Its lost

I see a tree

Dripping blood

I see palms

I see holes in hands

Everytime I stare

At You in another

I smile fighting back tears

I lose everytime

When walls appear

Grey stretching high

Then You shine

Belief is beautiful

On the way down to the bottom

And I know You’re coming

Driving past the speed of light

Came all this way

Just to help me

Jesus, to catch me

All to save my life

Its true

I owe it all to You

Jesus, to catch me

Came all this way

Just to help me

To save my life

It’s true I run to You

I owe you everything

Where am I supposed to go?

What am I supposed to do?

Need to read the book more

Need to look more

Like Your chosen few

But what to look for?

Study scripture

Who to listen to?

My gift from You

Help me to be a better host

I don’t belong to me

Just a house I lease

Flesh only ever wants to be first

But thirsty to be the best

leads to death

Help me be a better host

To Your Ghost

I’d be dust

I’d be smoke

Apart from Your love

From Your heart

From Your hope

Help me love You right back

With Your help

I’ll cut my hands on the thorns for you

I’ll pluck a rose for You

Everytime I stare

At You in another

I smile fighting back tears

I lose everytime

When walls appear

Grey stretching high

Then You shine

Belief is beautiful

But You said its ok

Less than a price to pay

Sneak in through the gate

Maybe steal a peek

You don’t miss a single thing

Not one angel saw You wink at me

As if to say

Welcome, stay

Oh the things we’ll see

Without the shame

Its all washed away like a waterfall

Even now

Before the Father

Has called me home

oh how

to live according

to the Word

to the Ghost

I hold dear

finally turn

heeding warning

unearthed

I was so rooted in fear

He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear

I jot this down for myself

for when you need it

I’ll leave it here

oh how do I live according

to Your Word

to Your Ghost

word by pastor Z I took from a Tik Tok live of his (@frontlinesnetwork). I shortened it and chopped it up a bit to fit the section of the song its on. The full verse is as follows:

1 Corinthians 13:1-2

If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing

Grape Juice by alynford & @not_boat

It's not the end of the world

Anyway wouldn’t we

Shake it off with a handshake

Seek to set right

What’s been upset

Take back the dumb things we wish so badly we hadn’t said

Maybe we misinterpreted

Easily turned to hurting them

Got me wondering…

Have I ever been right?

No no no

To be wrong

Or to be alone your whole life?

Just wait, I’m ok

I’ll be fine, hush

Let it go

Til you’re not bleeding anymore

Have I ever been right?

No no no

I guess that I held on a little too tight

Rush, tug fate delicate

Timelines touching

Heaven’s gold

You’re gonna leave here on your own

Stay loving

Have I ever been right?

No no no

Fault’s location won’t

Keep me up at night

No way, saying stay

Don’t leave, don’t go

If you squeeze your grape juice box

It stains your clothes

Have I ever been right?

No no no

Now that you’re gone

Wish I’d been wrong the whole time

So pray but they may still have to go

Everything ends

Especially what matters most

What will they say when they see?

I’ve already ruined my brand new t-shirt

What will they say on Monday?

Not much juice

will find your mouth

Lately I’ve been finding out

Death grip sends it flying out

Seems like I’m still finding

I’ll take my lifetime learning how

When will I?

Oh when will I learn?

Heaven knows

Heaven knows I try

Raining grape juice

stains my clothes

Heaven knows I try

Stains my clothes

Have I ever been right?

To be wrong

Or to be alone your whole life?

Just wait

Have I ever been right?

Hush, let it go

Have I ever been right?

I guess that I held on a little too tight

Squeezing

I’ll be fine

Leaving

They moved the town that I grew up

Just north of

Many years before my time

Better people than I am

Walked along the tops of the old roads

but can’t relate to those that paved them,

poured and smoothed or carved

out of rock already there

A different life a different time

Try but can’t relate to the existence

How much less to that of all who came before

Built from scratch, torn down to build it better

Watered then repotted

Risking roots

In hopes of what might be

Never have felt worthy

Walking these old walls

But never said it

Don’t know that I knew it

These ruins,

I’ve let them down

Whoever moved the old town

Don’t know them

But from walks between their headstones

Limestone, marble white

I don’t know why

Steps lay under water

I’ve been climbing

Still feel so low

Sitting one above the surface

with man’s best friend

Thinking maybe I’m one step away

From breaking out from sinking

every moments tragic

if you and I are both one thing

then i think

it's far too sentimental

took it all the wrong way

and I don't mean lightly

we were more than we could handle

if you and I are both one thing

then i think

it's far too sentimental

took it all the wrong way

and I don't mean lightly

we were more than we could handle

every moments tragic

since we drifted apart

no match for momentum

only go slow bowing

sad struck lonely

on a heart strung with stolen parts

if you and I are both one thing

then i think

it's far too sentimental

took it all the wrong way

and I don't mean lightly

we were more than we could handle

said she thinks about me

when she hears

Hozier's "Too Sweet"

like the saccharine on the table

even had the nerve

to play it on repeat

why would you do that?

just felt like hurting me a little

(I'm lonely like the fiddle)

there's a place you can find me

sad as this violin

that i hope can convey

all the pain I'm in

you were fast asleep

we were driving

heart worn from sorrow

repaired with strings that were borrowed

from a violin

(lonely like the fiddle)

from a violin

(I'm lonely like the fiddle)

so close babe

we had it

adamant

you’re the one

every moments tragic

woah woah woah

if you and I are both one thing

then I think

it’s far too sentimental

took it all the wrong way

and I don't mean lightly

we were more than we could handle

Pure love can be perfect

Might be uncertain

But dedicated if its for us

Ever patient and delicate

They put an end to your going unheard

Won’t let you fall in the forest

But pick you up if you should slip

You’re protected by great wings

You’re tucked underneath

Lonely made long ago

By this era of hold me

Your love

It was imperfect

Like me

So I’ll ignore the warning

The warning no

The warning

Couldn’t tell my heart no

I knew

It wouldn’t listen to anything

Should have held firm,

Fast, faced the truth

I’ll never get to see them change

You did things no true love

Would do

No true love

No true love would do

The first cut is the deepest

Last look's the longest

Staring after the strongest

Love you've known walks off

And I know it hurts

When your North Star turns

Hollow feeling

How could love to follow

Lead you on

Heart only bleeds

Can't believe they're gone

Your love

It was imperfect

Like me

So I’ll ignore the warning

The warning no

The warning

Couldn’t tell my heart no

I knew

It wouldn’t listen to anything

Should have held firm,

Fast, faced the truth

I’ll never get to see them change

You did things no true love

Would do

No true love

No true love would do

And even though humans can't read minds yet,

she again and again scares me with reading minds.

When you're too sassy towards her, your fate is already damned

Then she puts you on an island without help or reception,

or she pushes you out of the airplane without a parachute

and she watches as you hit the ground.no one failed to warn me

no one that knew her

but no one could ever

know her the way that I did

must be how I felt when

I brushed them all off

I had every reason to

doubt her

but somehow my heart

made sense of it all

did it all for her

pushed

what i had toward her

dove down

found her hand

kicked we rose up

broke out broke down

shuddered much like I am now

fell she was chaos

toughened up met her meltdowns

but wasn't enough

saw it coming still somehow

I got caught, shocked and dumbfounded

surely she knows

how much she gave up

maybe she would have loved me

if she'd known how

could close her eyes

quiet life spinning around,

place her hand on the wall

behind her bed, slow it down

ever dream of free fall

wake up, wishing you’d hit the ground

shut the earth out

and its problems

cause she’s got her own

can’t be alone

and no one can solve them

hear her own thoughts

clear enough so when they whisper

even just mouth the words

they'll be heard

as if listen

was a placeholder for a term

lost as was burned

with the rest of the last text in existence

ancient and old, gone forgotten

like my favourite thing

my time with her

oh i was so sure

there was nothing more pure

do anything for her

but no more done

its torture

destroyed crushed its over

same book defined lower

as somewhere higher up

than the hell that I hide under

fell she was chaos

toughened up met her meltdowns

but wasn't enough

saw it coming still somehow

I got caught, shocked and dumbfounded

surely she knows

how much she gave up

maybe she would have loved me

if she'd known how

could close her eyes

quiet life spinning around,

place her hand on the wall

behind her bed slow it down

ever dream of free fall

wake up, wishing you hit the ground

Sie ist ein wicked girl

in ihrer wicked world

es gibt nichts was sie noch nicht erlebt hat

Sie kennt keinen Gegner

they're landing in the dirt

sie guckt auf makeup nicht auf Fehler

Und obwohl ein Mensch noch nicht Gedanken lesen kann

macht sie mir immer auf's neue mit Gedankenlesen Angst

Kommst du ihr einmal zu frech ist dein Schicksal schon verdammt

Dann steckt sie dich auf ne Insel ohne Hilfe und Empfang

Oder stößt dich aus dem Flugzeug ohne Fallschirm

and she watches as you hit the ground

Everything I said a metaphor for how she treated others

but I don't want her succeeding with just living it all down

Wonder what you’re thinking

What’s behind those eyes

And i wish I could find a way

She can’t really swim

But I know she’d dive

In at first sign of a tidal wave

Even now I know it hurts sometimes

While you lie there

Wide awake

Deep in danger, drinking,

thoughts of suicide

Saying nothing in a quiet place

In a quiet place

German lyrics (translated):

She is a wicked girl

In her wicked world

There's nothing she hasn't experienced yet

She knows no enemy

They're landing in the dirt

She looks at makeup not at mistakes

Everything I said, a metaphor for how she treated others,

but I don't want her succeeding with just living it all down

waves break the coast

soar flying

make the most of our

short life span

sprint the shoreline

sand turns damp, cool,

and packed down and smooth

but we’re not wading in

perfect for playing in

feet slap shallow puddles

splashing rapid bursts of water

caution thrown to the wind

to keep up to the other kids

that’s all there is

breathe between laughs

gasping as we come up

warmed by the air

we're sun kissed

dripping dry

tell me what’s not to love?

what’s there to worry?

a full life time

it's still not enough

back then didn’t think it’d be this hard

staying young

life would leave

light would quit

heart might beat me to death

if I couldn’t see you again

(staying young)

If it can’t be reversed

I need time to slow down

Spend eternity searching

Won’t rest til you’re found

while we’re the way we are

it’d be so fun

staying young

superb snow forts

fun stuffed days filled

and up to the brink

so bright, smart, sure

proactive, memory, happening

sport, golf course

chase geese

proud as can be

asleep in your arms

but was only pretending

to stay in heaven

safe as ever

sand on the tub floor

from the beach

those were the days

spectacular diving catch made

we lived on the driveway

oh what a life we’ve had

a joy we’ve know

thought that was your dad

when we spoke on the phone

imitation is flattery

I get choked up

can barely breathe

snow white winged dove

thirty-three a few more weeks

somehow shaking hands still cling

to the edge of seventeen

I don’t ha think I’ll ever catch up

(snow white winged dove)

you've never been so much

you’re everything

dripping dry

tell me what’s not to love?

what’s there to worry?

a full life time

it's still not enough

back then didn’t think it’d be this hard

spend eternity searching

won't rest til you're found

staying

life would leave

light would quit

heart might beat me to death

if I couldn’t see you again

(staying young)

if it can’t be reversed

I need time to slow down

spend eternity searching

won’t rest til you’re found

In Bloom - alynford

music by LSG & alynford

lyrics written & performed by alynford

Haven’t grown apart

Overnight erased

Not a word

Said your goodbyes

With just your eyes

Quite a while back

We’ve been torn apart

Left betrayed

Replaced

Not a thought

Avert your eyes

Stick to your lies

Gas light attack

If I’ve gone cold

I’m a stepping stone

Enclosed in frost

Unseen under snow

And like old smells

Bring memories rushing

Back at once

I’ll be uncovered

In bloom with the summer

Your warm and well worn

Way path with a gate

Back to the home that you lost

Oh, what I’d give to spend one more day together

Humming the words that we don’t remember

Horseshoes, shooting stars, four-leaf clovers

(so fine then go)

would I be writing this song if I didn't care

What else can I do now that you're not there

You're not there anymore

Not a word

Said your goodbyes

With just your eyes

Quite a while back

(anymore)

We’ve been torn apart

Left betrayed

Replaced

Not a thought

Avert your eyes

Stick to your lies

Gas light attack

If I’ve gone cold

I’m a stepping stone

Enclosed in frost

Unseen under snow

And like old smells

Bring memories rushing

Back at once

I’ll be uncovered

In bloom with the summer

Your warm and well worn

Way path with a gate

Back to the home that you lost

Oh, what I’d give to spend one more day together

Humming the words that we don’t remember

Horseshoes, shooting stars, four-leaf clovers

You'll see the mistake you made

Try to turn back but the path will have changed

If I've gone cold

I'm a stepping stone enclosed in frost

(humming the words)

Some sign will appear

And you'll make a wish

But you'll be too late for the fate you missed

Would I be writing this song if I didn't care

What else can I do now that you're not there

You'll see the mistake you made

Try to turn back but the path will have changed

Would I be writing this song if I didn't care

What else can I do now

Some sign will appear

And you'll make a wish

But you'll be too late for the fate you missed

Enclosed in frost

Unseen under snow

You'll see the mistake you made

Try to turn back but the path will have changed

Would I be writing this song if I didn't care