When believers experience christian ministry struggles and jealousy in ministry, they often wonder, am I a false teacher or a reprobate? This episode explores the necessity of biblical self examination and looking to Christ for christian assurance. By understanding the biblical purpose of spiritual gifts from 1 Corinthians 12 and submitting to the counsel of faithful elders, struggling Christians can mortify their pride. True believers mourn their sin, recognizing that finding significance in Christ is far better than any earthly recognition.