An All Night Place - Secular AA

In this deeply personal and reflective episode, we hear from Chris — a member whose story reminds us that healing rarely follows a straight line.

Chris shares his early experiences with alcohol, how it became both a refuge and a destructive force, and how a complicated relationship with his father shaped his understanding of connection, masculinity, and emotional survival.

Though his share is cut short by a sudden family emergency, we’ve chosen to present it exactly as it unfolded — a quiet reminder that sobriety doesn’t pause life’s interruptions, but rather equips us to face them with clarity and courage. In the spirit of Marshall McLuhan, the medium is the message.

This episode stands not only as a testament to personal growth but also as a snapshot of life in motion — honest, unfinished, and undeniably real.

Alyssha: Show Up, Stay Sober, Be Honest

In this powerful and unflinchingly honest share, Alyssha opens up about the realities of recovery after her first year of sobriety—navigating grief, motherhood, relationships, and the slow unravelling of deeply rooted survival mechanisms.

From the loss of her father just before her first sober anniversary to the heartbreak of losing her husband and becoming a single parent to six children, Alyssha reflects on how the rooms of AA, her sponsor, and her home group kept her grounded through unimaginable pain.

She talks about discovering uncomfortable truths through her fourth and fifth steps—about cheating, emotional dependence, and resenting motherhood—and how even years into recovery, more is still revealed. Alyssha’s story reminds us that sobriety isn’t perfection; it’s about growth, willingness, and showing up when you want to run.

Whether you're in early recovery or decades sober, this episode offers wisdom, humor, and deep humanity.

Alyssha shows us how to stay honest, stay connected, and—above all—keep coming back.

The Best Gift I Ever Gave Myself – Maggie’s Story of Sobriety

In this powerful and deeply personal episode, Maggie shares her journey through addiction and recovery.

From her first drink at 15 to waking up in treatment on her 38th birthday, she recounts how alcohol and Adderall gradually took over her life—despite a successful career, a loving family, and everything to live for.

Maggie speaks candidly about denial, near-death experiences, the shame of relapse, and the turning point that finally led her to choose sobriety.

Her story is a raw, honest look at the insidious nature of addiction—and the freedom and hope found in recovery.

From Rock Bottom to Redemption: A Raw Journey Through Alcoholism and Recovery

In this gripping and unfiltered episode, Luke shares his harrowing descent into alcoholism—from romanticizing the 'tortured artist' lifestyle to waking up covered in spit, blood, and regret. He recounts the delusions that kept him drinking (thinking booze made him 'more interesting'), the isolation of hiding bottles in his mother’s house, and the terrifying reality of withdrawals and DUIs. After hitting a breaking point—willing to live in a 'metal box' if it meant escaping the mental prison of addiction—he finally surrenders to AA.

With brutal honesty, Luke reveals the messy, non-linear path of recovery: relapsing on Thanksgiving, the humility of calling his sponsor, and the slow, transformative power of accountability and the 12 Steps. Today, he’s sober, married, traveling the world, and even bought a race car—proof that recovery isn’t just survival, but a life beyond his wildest dreams.

A must-listen for anyone struggling with addiction or seeking hope in the chaos."

Recorded on 14 May 2025

In this moving AA share, Ash K reflects on recently passing the 1,000-day sobriety milestone — a journey marked not just by abstinence, but by profound personal growth.

With clarity and grace, she opens up about one of the hardest decisions she’s had to make in her relationship — a step that seemed impossible until she chose to honour her truth.

Once she found the courage to be authentic, what once felt difficult became surprisingly simple.

This is a story about honesty, healing, and the quiet power of becoming who you truly are.

Recorded on 28 May 2025In this raw and emotional share, Phill recounts his harrowing journey through addiction—from teenage drinking to meth dependency, lost marriages, and criminal threats.

He describes the manipulative cycles of addiction, the heartbreak he inflicted on his wife, and the moment he hit rock bottom: jobless, homeless, and facing an EPO.

A desperate call to rehab (after showing up late) became his lifeline. Though initially motivated by family reconciliation, Phill ultimately chose sobriety for himself.

Now, despite a painful separation, his daughter keeps him anchored to recovery.

A testament to resilience, accountability, and the power of second chances.

Recorded 7 May 2025

In this powerful share, Jeff Taylor—an alcoholic with 38 years of sobriety—reflects on his journey from traditional AA to secular recovery.

He discusses how Alcoholics Anonymous gave him "wings to fly," then took away the sky, and how he found freedom by embracing a non-theistic approach.

Jeff opens up about childhood trauma, bipolar disorder, failed relationships, and the healing power of community. He highlights AA’s core principles—First Things First, Live and Let Live, Easy Does It—while challenging dogma and advocating for inclusivity.

A raw, inspiring story of resilience, self-discovery, and the transformative power of sobriety.

Recorded on Wednesday 18 June 2025

In this moving episode, Jill shares an intense life experience — at times harrowing, at times uplifting, but always deeply sobering. With remarkable humility and courage, she takes us through moments that challenged her spirit and reshaped her path.

What unfolds is not just a personal story, but a universal one: of pain, perseverance, and profound transformation. Jill doesn’t flinch from the hard truths — yet she brings light into the dark corners with grace, wit, and a quiet strength that will leave you thinking long after the episode ends.

An unforgettable listen for anyone navigating recovery, change, or simply being human.

Recorded on 3/19/2025

Speaker : Jennifer

As Bek stepped doewn from her shift in charge of the AANP Speaker Meeting, she left us with her own stor.

Take a listen.

Recorded 26 March 2025

IMAGE CREDIT: episode photo @sidthevisualkid