And Also

turning 25 means outliving Regis, my best friend and ex-partner, who died at 24—and that comes with a weight I can’t ignore.

surpassing his age feels like both a privilege and a burden, as grief weaves guilt into a milestone that should be joyful. how do you celebrate a birthday when your heart is heavy? how do you make sense of outliving someone you loved so deeply? I explore the tangled emotions of grief, guilt, growth, and the questions these emotions bring.

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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CONNECT WITH SHEA OF ROOTED WITHIN:

IG: https://www.instagram.com/rootedwithshea/

Website: https://www.rootedwithshea.com

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

what if a funeral could do more than honor a life—what if it could feel like them?

in this episode, sponsored by Felthousen, we reveal how to curate a funeral experience that engages all five senses, creating a deeply personal atmosphere that reflects your loved one’s unique essence.

from the perfect floral arrangements to the sounds, scents, and even tastes that tell their story, we dive into how to make every detail meaningful. featuring a field trip to Felthousen Florist, we explore how to design a farewell that truly feels like them.

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Felthousen Florist: https://www.felthousensflorist.com

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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CONNECT WITH SHEA OF ROOTED WITHIN:

IG: https://www.instagram.com/rootedwithshea/

Website: https://www.rootedwithshea.com

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

***THIS EPISODE OF AND ALSO IS SPONSORED BY FELTHOUSEN***

What happens to us when we’re forced to grow up too soon?

In this episode, we dive into the grief of a lost childhood with Abby, who was parentified from a young age. Together, we unpack the concept of ambiguous grief—the longing for a childhood that never truly existed and the weight of adult responsibilities shouldered too early.

We explore how this hidden trauma follows us into adulthood, shaping our relationships, our sense of self, and the way we cope with life's pressures.

Join us as we confront the loss of innocence, grieve the childhood we never had, and seek healing from the impact of being forced to grow up before we were ready.

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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CONNECT WITH SHEA OF ROOTED WITHIN:

IG: https://www.instagram.com/rootedwithshea/

Website: https://www.rootedwithshea.com

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

Grief can feel like an endless cycle, trapping us in patterns of pain and unresolved trauma. In this conversation, Madison shares her experience with deep grief and trauma, exploring how holistic healing practices can help break the chains that hold us down.

With guidance from inner alignment practitioner Shea Opela, this episode dives into the profound process of integrating mind, body, and spirit to find lasting peace and transformation.

If you're navigating grief, trauma, or seeking balance, this conversation offers a path toward healing.

CONNECT WITH SHEA OF ROOTED WITHIN:

IG: https://www.instagram.com/rootedwithshea/

Website: https://www.rootedwithshea.com

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

What does it really mean to support someone struggling with addiction? In this episode, I sit down with Avery Grande, a harm reduction specialist at Alliance for Positive Health, to dig into the hard truths about grief, drug use, and the stigma that often prevents real help.

We explore how harm reduction can offer a compassionate path forward and what we can all do to better support those who need it most. This episode is an eye-opener for anyone who wants to understand addiction on a deeper level.

Resources for Support with Addiction🖤

https://harmreduction.org/all-resources/

https://www.allianceforpositivehealth.org/

https://www.allianceforpositivehealth.org/substance-use/

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

In this episode, I sit down with my co-host Brittany, a funeral director, to pull back the curtain on the world of funerals and the path to becoming a funeral director.

We dive into what it takes to work in the death industry, the challenges no one talks about, and why we chose this unique career. Whether you're curious about what goes on behind the scenes or considering a career in the field, this episode has everything you need to know.

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

🌟 Welcome to the Season 2 Trailer of AND ALSO 🌟

If you’re grieving, struggling, or simply searching for a deeper understanding of loss and healing, this season is for you. Join us as we explore the raw and real stories that shed light on the experience of grief & mental health.

In this trailer, you’ll get a glimpse of the powerful conversations and transformative experiences that await in the upcoming episodes. From heartfelt reflections to practical insights, we’re here to support you on your path to healing.

🎧 Tune in and subscribe to embark on this journey with us. You’re not alone!

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Find Madison 🖤

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Find Brittany Demarco-Furman 🤍

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/buriedinconversation/

Glenville Funeral Home: https://www.glenvillefuneralhome.com

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Special Thanks to Jake Yanke for shooting the trailer & assistant editing.

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Resources:

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Diagnosed with Schizophrenia & not sure what to do next?: https://sczaction.org/diagnosed-person-resources/

surprise! season 2 is underway! thank you for all the love with season 1. i can't believe how much love the show has received, and i'm so excited to share what's in store for season 2 🤍

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

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Find Madison🌟

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

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Welcome to the And Also Podcast, hosted by @Maadthreads ✨

We will explore many interesting, deep, and complex topics on the show, and we have some incredible guests in the works.

for once, today's episode is really light-hearted and fun! yay! jake & i play we're not really strangers, and we share many laughs and controversial moments. i hope you enjoy this episode!

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Drink of the Week: jake's chocolate covered strawberry shaken espresso

Book of the Week: Born to Love, Cursed to Feel by Samantha King

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Find Madison🌟

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

Bright Sighted Podcasting: https://brightsighted.com

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Welcome to the And Also Podcast, hosted by @Maadthreads ✨

We will explore many interesting, deep, and complex topics on the show, and we have some incredible guests in the works.

In today's episode, I take on the self-reflection pack of 'we're not really strangers' and challenge myself to some hard-hitting questions. 

Though this episode was more light-hearted than most of mine, it felt great to have an honest conversation with myself about some of my deepest struggles, insecurities, and toxic traits. 

If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/

For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org

Drink of the Week: Waterloo Raspberry & Nectarine Sparkling Water

Book of the Week: I Am A Strange Loop by Douglas Hofstadter

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Find Madison🌟

Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id1719653908 

Email Inquiries: [email protected]

Bright Sighted Podcasting: https://brightsighted.com

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