when i say i did that stuff that is what i mean i did that stuff   it actually came out worse than i meant it but i actually may be more crass than i realize 

i think like in the past there were lots of communities where women werent protected  and maybe what is happening is payback for all the decades of people who werent protected from predators.   you know, even though people look different from one another, rape is bad for anyone.  so maybe there were a lot of rapes and there is payback for all of that that happened a lot of it maybe not even in our lifetimes but i actually do think it happened in some communities in my life time i am not able to tell you who i think it is but they may be standing next to you 

i hate to tell you but the worse offenders of this appear to be people from religious institutions.   its pretty complicated   

if im not mistaken most people dont appreciate being sexualized to the point they lose their freedom

whoever said that shivas jive with western culture   guess who also jives with western culture   people who were born in western culture  i am not gonna go in to geography again 

the rape needs to stop   the shivas need to leave me alone   

im not 90 years old or anything im much younger than a lot of the people who know what is going on 

as someone who was basically trafficked as a minor it is difficult to be a target for the emphasis on hooking up, especially when it turns in to basically tracking people down so you can sleep with them or so you can hand people over to your friend.  you all know that what i am saying is it very unfortunate to be basically assaulted by someone who wants you to sleep with them.  the country used to be less of a fish bowl .  it seems like if you are alive or if you are born, there is someone or a group out there that knows you exist to the wrong extent.  the hospital you were born in, your parents, and family arent the only ones that know you exist,  it seems like there is a cultural power grab out there that knows you exist and they made plans for you when you were born.  i am not saying that exists, but it seems like something is out there watching when it wasnt like that before 

many of you are shortsighted and can only see what your next meal will be or who your next lay will be  but i think there are a lot of people who dont think like that 

i do in a sense feel that i have been in prison even during the last admin  and before